tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-81909111835706838072024-03-05T06:04:09.125+00:00Kembara Syahadah~Seluruh hidupku hanya untukMu~Kembara Syahadah ~NFES~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03954411151314942731noreply@blogger.comBlogger321125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8190911183570683807.post-58408269678347130612018-04-18T17:04:00.001+01:002018-04-18T17:04:22.269+01:00Restart Button.... <br />
Assalamualaikum and Hi,<br />
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It's been agesssss since I last wrote something here. Life has been different, a lot . I am now a working mom with 3 lil boys.<br />
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Should restart blogging ( I'm active on FB though) I supposed - ranting on daily life. Something that could be useful (hopefully) if not for others, maybe for the future ''me' or my own kids (I might write things about them, a lot).<br />
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Time passes . People say the past has died and the future is yet to be born. So hopefully I could write about the present here. Some days (or many of the days) would be missed by the future me...<br />
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See. I have never imagined to live my life as today. Subhaanallah. Sometimes I try to recall the past, but unfortunately some have gone , vanished , deleted from my memory - okay with the bad ones but good and sweet memories should remain. Sob sob sob..<br />
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Ahh. Tonight I suddenly miss Canterbury. Hmm. Always, to be honest.<br />
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2018.Kembara Syahadah ~NFES~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03954411151314942731noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8190911183570683807.post-69860880218902686962014-01-28T12:28:00.001+00:002014-01-28T14:21:04.851+00:00 A Fresh, New Chapter<span style="font-size: large;">Bismillah, walhamdulillah, </span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">Today is 28th January 2014, and alhamdulillah I have become a wife to a loving husband for 1 month. May our marriage last till our last breath and may Allah keep us together in Jannah too, ameen ya Allah. </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">It's been nearly a month staying in Japan , accompanying Mr. Husband who is in the midst of his final exams and final year research. Insya-Allah may Allah make everything smooth and easy for him, ameen..</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">Becoming a wife for a month, I have learnt a lot yet loadssss awaiting to be learnt- In fact, I am learning about many things day by day, including about my husband. Getting to know him better- what he likes and what he doesn't etc. </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">Staying in Japan is indeed a great experience. I am amazed with the Japanese people's good attitude and politeness. I love to hear the words ending with "mas/masu" a lot each time I go to public places like konbini (just like 7Eleven), restaurants, cafes or shops here (You will hear these "masu" words upon walking into the places , while paying at the cashier and upon leaving). Among the little that I understand is "arigatou gozaimasu" which means "Thank You". haha. I really feel like a stranger/ghuraba' being in the midst of people who communicate using Nihon go (including the times when Mr. Husband converses with his friends). But alhamdulillah, translation is always there when required. Thanks to those who always understand the uneasiness of "keeping silent with constant smile"- just because I don't have the language--- they translated the words/sentences for me! :) Ala kulli haal, alhamdulillah. It helps me to use my little skills of understanding some words through the context. Sometimes my guesses are right. Sometimes. =D</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">Not going to mention about the modern technology and the efficient services here, but I'd love to share another thing that amazed me a lot. I am not quite sure but when I asked Mr. Husband he said it is common to leave the house safely unlocked. Wow! I'm sure this is realllly rare in Malaysia or even UK. Husband said "org jepun buat keje sndiri je tak kisah hal org lain." huhu. In a way, bagus juga ye tak kisah hal orang. hehe. </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">And yes, I am glad to see strong relationship/ukhuwwah among Malaysians here. And I'm learning the ways of how ikhwah/guys make their friendship stronger- the way they gurau senda etc - reaaally different to what girls always do. :D But alhamdulillah,from what I have seen so far, they are all really helpful and easy-going. :) May Allah bless them all.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">That's all for now. Below are some photos of this fresh, new chapter of my life... Assalam..</span></div>
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Introducing Mr. Husband. :)</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">28 Dec 2013, The Big Day. Besut.<br />
Wedding gifts (which I had not any chance to open before leaving huhu). Jazakumullahu khaira, many thanks!</td></tr>
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Dinner. Some of the girls Amira, Munirah, Yasmin, Mazni and me...</td></tr>
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Kembara Syahadah ~NFES~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03954411151314942731noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8190911183570683807.post-13655383795633537472014-01-25T14:18:00.004+00:002014-01-25T14:18:39.194+00:00The Meaning of Life<span style="color: blue; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span style="background-color: #fffffa; line-height: 19.5px;">A beautiful poem with a deep meaning... Subhanallah.<br />Source: </span><span style="line-height: 19.5px;">http://zegasi.deviantart.com/art/PLEASE-READ-THE-MEANING-OF-LIFE-416656936</span></span><br />
<span style="line-height: 19.5px;"><span style="color: blue; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Video:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7d16CpWp-ok</span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;">What are we doing here and where are we going to go</span><br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;">It's like we just woke up one morning and then it's welcome to the show.</span><br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;">Don't ask any questions just go with the flow,</span><br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;">Make as much money as you can and try your best not to get broke,</span><br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;">Copy everything you see on the tv From the hairstyles to the clothes</span><br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;">And don't think too often just do exactly as your told</span><br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;">And if You ever get confused then turn towards the alcohol.</span><br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;">You still hear your thoughts? then just turn up the radio,</span><br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;">As you learn to live a lifestyle of drugs,sex and rock n roll.</span><br />
<br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;">But in all honesty I just need to know,</span><br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;">Is there more to the cycle than growing and getting old,</span><br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;">Living and dying just to leave behind a happy home,</span><br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;">And a whole lot of property that somebody else is going to own.</span><br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;">I just really need to know before the caskets closed,</span><br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;">Cause I'm not willing to gamble with my soul nor am I ready to take any chances,</span><br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;">These are just simple life questions and I'm just searching for some answers,</span><br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;">Like what are we doing here and what is our purpose,</span><br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;">How did we get here and who made us so perfect,</span><br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;">And what happens once we go or is this world all really worth it,</span><br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;">Questions we don't answer because apparently we don't really have to</span><br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;">There's no purpose to this life and our existence merely natural?</span><br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;">In that case please let me ask you.</span><br />
<br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;"><b>Did you create yourself </b>or was it somebody else that had fashioned you?</span><br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;">Because you're a being that's impeccable faultless and unparalleled.</span><br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;">You are a product of supreme intelligence and I'm merely being rational,</span><br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;">For there isn't a camera on this earth that can come close to the human eye</span><br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;">Nor a computer that can compete alongside the human mind</span><br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;">And If the whole world was to come together we wouldn't be able to create a single fly</span><br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;">So many signs yet we still deny</span><br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><b><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; line-height: 19.5px;">As science tries to justify that all this could come from none</span><br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; line-height: 19.5px;">When It's a simple sum Zero plus zero plus zero cannot possibly ever give you one.</span><br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; line-height: 19.5px;">So from where did all this order come?</span></b><br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;">For everything has it's origins, a maker, a creator of it's own</span><br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;">I mean the only reason your reading this text is because somebody had to press upload</span><br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;">So you can believe in the Big Bang but I'd rather Believe in He who caused it to explode.</span><br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;">Allah, The creator of the universe along with every single soul</span><br style="background-color: #fffffa; 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<br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;">And neither did He ever leave us alone.</span><br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;">Just like every manufacturer he left us with an instruction manual,</span><br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;">The Quran and Islam and I'm sorry to jump to conclusions but it's the only one possible.</span><br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; 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font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;">The expansion of the Universe and the creation of everything from H20</span><br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;">to the stories of the past and the preservation of Pharaoh.</span><br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;">To identifying the lowest point in the land where Persia defeated Rome</span><br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;">The gushing fluid that created man in the glands between the ribs and the backbone.</span><br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;">And not a word has changed it's still the same</span><br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; line-height: 19.5px;"><b>So please explain how all this was known..... over 1400 years ago?</b></span><br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;">To a man who couldn't read or write, as he would recite what the angel spoke.</span><br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;">And if you still don't believe please come up with something that's even close.</span><br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;">But you can't.</span><br />
<br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;">So we took God as a mockery and his Messengers as a joke</span><br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;">Dismissed his scriptures as legends and tales of the ancient folk.</span><br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;">As we live life according to our whims, desires and hopes</span><br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;">Saying this life is the only home we will ever know</span><br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;">We will live then die and simply turn to bones YOLO.</span><br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;">Correction: After the grass dies the rain arrives it re-grows</span><br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;">And Allah promises to do the same thing to your very soul</span><br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;">And bring you back from your very fingertips to your toes.</span><br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;">As the All Seeing Supreme Being watches us so close</span><br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;">as we are surely being tested.</span><br />
<br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;">In Our wealth, our health, our self and everything that we've been blessed with</span><br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;">So believe for we will surely be resurrected.</span><br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;">And be brought to Lord in account for every single deed</span><br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;">As he hands us our books and orders us to "READ!"</span><br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;">From the bad to the good and everything in between</span><br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;">You, yourself are sufficient for your own accountability</span><br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;">So Don't be mad at me, Your Lord says... YOU WERE THE ONE WHO THOUGHT HE WOULDN'T COME</span><br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;"><b>BACK TO ME </b>I gave you a whole life long to search after</span><br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;">me But you were busy chasing all that which was</span><br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;">temporary So read, and glad tidings to all those who believed,</span><br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;">but if you disbelieve,</span><br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;"><b>READ</b> And don't let that day be the first day you</span><br style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.5px;">find out what life really means.</span><span style="background-color: #fffffa; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; line-height: 19.5px;"> <b>READ</b></span><br />
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Alhamdulillah it's 21st of January and another year has passed. A one-year addition to my age has been marked yesterday (but according to Hijri calendar I have turned 25 since months ago). Nothing more that I want from Himー other than having all the past years' blessed by Him, and so do the upcoming. Plus, the endless forgiveness from Him, for everything this weak and poor servant of Him has done wrong..<br />
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And for the people I love, I pray that Allah gives the best of His rewards : good health, imaan, forgiveness, blessings, blessed rizq and His ever greatest place for all mu'min; Jannah. InsyaAllah..<br />
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Thanking everyone for all the warm wishes - may Allah grant all of them the same that they wished Allah grant me ( or even better ) Ameen..</div>
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Not to forget my Mum who has done a lot for me since I was in her womb.. and my father too.. Allah, rabbirhamhuma .. Rabbighfirli wa li walidayya warhamhuma kama robbayaani sogheero. Bless them with the best of health too.. Ameen. :')<br />
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p.s: May Allah make everything easy for my husband , Ameen.<br />
<br />Kembara Syahadah ~NFES~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03954411151314942731noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8190911183570683807.post-14816306383656280092013-11-12T04:26:00.001+00:002013-11-12T04:30:55.455+00:00November it is.. <div style="text-align: justify;">
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<b>Fare you well, LeBEST</b></div>
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Only 3 days left including today before the longgg school holidays start insya-Allah.</div>
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Alhamdulillah Allah has planned the best for me that I was offered to teach in one of the project schools, SMK LembaH Bidong or also known as LeBEST; Lembah Bidong Elite School of Terengganu.</div>
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Thursday, insyaAllah, will be my last day here. Technically, this is my 3rd school as a teacher. Still waiting to be called for my first placement as a qualified teacher , insyaAllah. (which I don't have any clue at all of where and when it would be.just keep praying..). Let's make our best du'a and pray hard that Allah places me in a good school ( good: easy for me travel everyday, easy for me to travel back home (mums and dads') and near to my *ehem* future husband soon insyaAllah. plus, a place where I find PEACE. Ameen.)</div>
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Please make du'a ye everyone.. :-) May Allah bless. </div>
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Yosh. May Allah make my parents and me HAPPY and GRATEFUL on my upcoming graduation day in Serdang. Won't be going to the one in Canterbury - no financial budget .... </div>
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In the midst of preparing for something big. May Allah make everything smooth, easy and be blessed. May everyone be happy on this. Ameen3x ya Allah. </div>
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Too many Wedding invitations on Facebook! =) To all the newlyweds and future grooms and brides, Barakallahulakum ! May Allah bless your marriage. May Allah ease everything for you. Have a barakah walima insyaAllah... </div>
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<br />Kembara Syahadah ~NFES~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03954411151314942731noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8190911183570683807.post-67028665974293032312013-11-11T01:35:00.001+00:002013-11-11T01:43:37.127+00:00Why I Keep Diaries....Bismillah.<br />
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Would like to share something today- why I write diaries? Some people like, but some prefer not to write what they feel or what they experience in their daily lives. I choose the former since to me, writing a diary provides me some time to reflect on myself, what has happened to me, the kinds of people that I met and the sorts. All in all, it is such a reflection on my LIFE.<br />
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However, based on what I always do, I found out that writing a diary could not be done without feelings. Things that I write should come deep from my heart otherwise I won't be able to write. Not saying that I write well without any flaws- I just simply write, as long as the words are coming from my heart. That is what makes my fingers work (read: write).<br />
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The time I write something in my diary is a time for me to talk to myself, and connect to Allah. This is because the moment I start writing, only my heart speaks and only Allah hears. I love to include my du'a / prayers too, in each of my entry - a lot. Hence when I look back and re-read them, I could feel that I am actually 'speaking; to Allah. That's what I treasure most as far as keeping a diary is concerned. A therapy indeed!<br />
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I sometimes forget what I have written in my diaries..Not saying that they are not from my heart, but maybe because I simply wrote without deep thinking. They are merely feelings that are turned into words.<br />
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A RELIEF.. Yes, I normally feel a bit relieved after letting everything out of my chest - in a form of a diary entry. The problem gets lighter, the burden seems to disappear, sometimes. No one knows, no one listens to me. But what keeps me moving is - Allah is always up there, waiting for me to plead. Supplications. Du'a (in the form of written words)-A great way to get connected to Allah, other than solat and reciting Al-Quran. Alhamdulillah...<br />
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All in all, I am not urging you to write a diary, but I'm just sharing what I personally feel about keeping a diary. There are many other ways to keep you calm when the time is hard and to share the joyous moments in your lives. You choose you way. I have found mine. Talk to myself first (and Allah) through my writing then only I share with the ones I trust and love. A human being, I am. :)<br />
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Disclaimer: This is based on my personal view, nothing to do with facts. =)<br />
p.s: I don't write everyday. I write in books/on paper that I could reach whenever I don't bring my diary/microsoft word.<br />
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<br />Kembara Syahadah ~NFES~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03954411151314942731noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8190911183570683807.post-12763623135054517382013-10-14T06:15:00.001+01:002013-10-14T06:16:05.086+01:00...<div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">Allah is giving us.........</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-large;">H A P P I N E S S</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-large;">B L I S S</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-large;">G O O D H E A L T H</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-large;">W E A L T H</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">etc..</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">and the underlying message is...</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">Allah is TESTING us...</span></div>
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Kembara Syahadah ~NFES~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03954411151314942731noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8190911183570683807.post-6359592073533511162013-10-13T09:11:00.002+01:002013-10-13T09:19:24.421+01:00What's in that handbag?<div style="text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">-memories at BCGS, Kent UK-</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">I'm falling in love</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">with this noble profession,</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">again.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">I learn to start stepping</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">and</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">CHALLENGES.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">I'm here</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">not to just tell them</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">A comes before B</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">and Z is the 26th letter</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">but</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">I come to</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">and at the same time</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">I used to be 'them'</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">And now</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">I am stepping</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">ahead.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">Standing in front of them.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">- yes, </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">this teaches me the meaning of</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">RESPONSIBILITY.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">I am here for a </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">MISSION. </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">So,</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">I should bring more than a</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">BLACK PEN</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">MARKER PEN</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">TIMETABLE</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">MINI NOTEBOOK</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">in my </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">But,</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">I need endless</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">PASSION</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">and </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">PATIENCE,</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">DETERMINATION</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">BELIEF</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">HOPE</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">PRAYER</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">and the sorts</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">in my </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">HEART.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">O God, </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">Guide me all the way.....</span></div>
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<i>16:00</i><br />
<i>Lembah Bidong</i><br />
<i>ema sensei</i><br />
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<br />Kembara Syahadah ~NFES~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03954411151314942731noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8190911183570683807.post-33657187269682846032013-10-12T13:40:00.000+01:002013-10-12T16:17:54.400+01:00Make Us Grateful To You Ya Allah.....<br />
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Alhamdulillah... Alhamdulillah..Alhamdulillah...<br />
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Subhanallah, alhamdulillah, Allahu akbar..<br />
O Allah.. Make me amongst Your most grateful servants ya Allah.<br />
There's no word to describe how grateful I am to You.<br />
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For everything you have planned.<br />
For everything You have granted me.<br />
For everything You have given to me.<br />
For everything You have decided for me.<br />
For every tear that reminds me of You.<br />
For every moment that brings me back to You.<br />
For every test that makes me closer to You.<br />
For every second of making me a servant of You.<br />
For everything..Just everything..<br />
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Allah..<br />
Thank You, all praises to You for the countless blessings....<br />
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<a href="http://www.blogger.com/blogger.g?blogID=8190911183570683807" name="34" style="background-color: white;"><b><span style="color: blue;">In Surah Ibrahim, verse 34 Allah says..:</span></b></a><br />
<span style="color: blue;"><a href="http://www.blogger.com/blogger.g?blogID=8190911183570683807" name="34" style="background-color: white;"><br /></a><a href="http://www.blogger.com/blogger.g?blogID=8190911183570683807" name="34" style="background-color: white;"><i>And He gave you of all that you asked for, and if you count the Blessings of Allâh, never will you be able to count them.</i></a></span><br />
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<b><u>And in Surah Annahlu, verse 18, Allah says again..:</u></b></span><br />
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<i>And if you would count the graces of Allâh, never could you be able to count them. Truly! Allâh is Oft-Forgiving, Most Merciful.</i></u></span><br />
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These are the answers. I tried to count all of His blessings on me but I failed. :')<br />
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Reflecting on my past, I should have been more grateful than I am today.<br />
Thinking about what Allah has granted me, I should have become the most obedient servant of Him.<br />
Realising how much sins I have committed, I do not deserve all these....<br />
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Nevertheless....<br />
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<span style="font-size: x-large;">Allah is the Most Forgiving, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful, the Most Glorious, and after all, </span><br />
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ALLAH knows BEST.<br />
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:')<br />
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Alhamdulillah tsumma alhamdulillah.Kembara Syahadah ~NFES~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03954411151314942731noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8190911183570683807.post-627848186207680332013-07-21T06:05:00.003+01:002013-07-21T06:05:58.962+01:00Panorama Before my BFG June 2012<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<i>*BFG: Back For Good</i></div>
<br />Kembara Syahadah ~NFES~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03954411151314942731noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8190911183570683807.post-83153278813249517492013-07-21T05:55:00.000+01:002013-07-21T05:55:17.174+01:00A longgg eventful +-6 yearsBismillah.<br />
Alhamdulillah tsumma alhamdulillah...<br />
All praises to Allah for everything,<br />
Alhamdulillah 'ala kulli ni'mah.<br />
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Gratitude.<br />
Nervousness.<br />
Hardwork.<br />
Tears.<br />
Prayers.<br />
Smiles.<br />
Friends.<br />
Studies.<br />
Struggle.<br />
Laziness.<br />
Motivation.<br />
Homesickness.<br />
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And many more.<br />
All blended in.<br />
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And finally,<br />
I am done with it-<br />
B.Ed TESL.<br />
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16 July 2007-23 May 2013<br />
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Subhanallah.<br />
It's a longg journey and I'm at the end of it, finally.<br />
Thank You Allah.<br />
Thanks to my parentsss.<br />
Thanks to all my family members.<br />
Thanks to all my lecturers.<br />
Thanks to all my friends.<br />
Thanks to all my special ones.<br />
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May Allah grant you His blessings herein and hereafter.<br />
Alhamdulillah.<br />
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currently working temporarily in Terengganu. Alhamdulillah.Kembara Syahadah ~NFES~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03954411151314942731noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8190911183570683807.post-56657271273848239912013-03-09T16:24:00.002+00:002013-03-09T16:26:00.878+00:00On the threshold of....Bismillah.<br />
Salaaam to all.<br />
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First of all.<br />
God, please forgive me when I whine.<br />
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Alhamdulillah.<br />
Last January, upon knowing that I was going to start a 12-week yet-to-predict life in a new place,<br />
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Excited<br />
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Happy<br />
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mixed feelings.....<br />
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Ala kulli haal, I HAVE TO FACE IT. No matter how..<br />
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And alhamdulillah.<br />
It has been more than a month, and I have learnt quite a lot- generally about how a teacher's life is both at school and after school . (or to be precise how a PRACTICUM teacher's life is- I have to mention this because the term starting with 'P' here carries some difference to your title, to a large extent.) This is life~<br />
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Sometimes.<br />
I feel good.<br />
Sometimes.<br />
I feel bad. Really bad that I sometimes I broke down.<br />
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Sometimes, I don't even feel good teaching the subject.<br />
I have tried, but sometimes things just didn't turn out well.<br />
NEVER MIND. I still have tomorrows, insya-Allah.<br />
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Sometimes, I have to 'abandon' the formality- Curriculum Specs, Syllabus etc.<br />
and I believe in FLEXBILITY. flexibility.<br />
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Why did I choose English?<br />
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Salam Alayk=)<br />
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Alhamdulillah. I'm now blending myself in the reality of a teacher's life. So far so good, with so many things- good and bad, yes- but Alhamdulillah I'm now in the midst of the processes to make me stronger. Ya Qawiy, make me strong and keep me steadfast in this challenging field..... </div>
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Alhamdulillah I am now in the midst of my 5-day 'mid-practicum briefing' in the college- This gives me a 1-week break from school.<br />
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Alhamdulillah, I have been in school for 4 weeks; indeed a critical period for me to just adapt myself with a lot of things- managing students, getting to know the teachers and staff, getting used to facing traffic jam, etc. Alhamdulillah, hopefully all will get better as time goes by.. 8 weeks to go , insyaAllah.<br />
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Alhamdulillah Allah has gifted our family with a new member, born on the day I left my kampung and came back to IPBA. Ahamdulillah Facebook allows me to see her from afar. =) But she is now having jaundice, insyaAllah may Allah heal..Allah is the BEST Healer..<br />
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Sudah terlalu lama blog ini sunyi sepi tidak ber-update. Tiada sebab yang khusus untuk dinyatakan.=)<br />
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Alhamdulillah, life is getting much more interesting with lots of things going on. Alhamdulillah, Praise be to Allah for I have finished my studies in the UK, and now I'm back for good. Another semester left to finish my degree at Teacher Training Institute. (I'm doing a UK-Malaysia twinning programme). I was excited knowing that I am back to see my family and relatives in Malaysia tercinta, though it is undeniable that I doubt if I could go back to UK in the future.. All the good memories remain in my heart, with the hope that I could go back to that beautiful place with my loved ones in the future, ameen...</div>
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I am now in the midst of my final semester of my degree programme- getting ready and gearing up to start my life as a trainee teacher at a school in Kuala Lumpur. My practicum will begin in two day's time, Allahumma yassir wala tu'assir ya Kareem..Please make du'a for me and all of my coursemates.. (May Allah bless you and answer your du'a)</div>
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How time flies, subhanallah. I still remember the day I first arrived here- full of tears and fear, with a bit of excitement upon certain good things I found in this very place called IPBA. It was like 5 years back- 2007. Yesterday, we collected all the assignments we did over our Foundation years (July 2007-August 2009) from the B.ed Office. Subhanallah, walhamdulillah. La hawla wa la quwwata illa billah. Looking at those essays / coursework made me feel grateful to Allah for He is the One who gave me strength, patience and steadfastness to continue this jihad (study). I could not believe that I went through all the difficulties and the sorts upon achieving what I was expected to do. Though I'm not in the group of top scorers in my batch, I am still grateful that He gives me strength to continue this path... (Doing English is not really my first choice, but I love to be a teacher/pendidik)</div>
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Today we got our last semester's exam and assignment results. Alhamdulillah 'ala kulli hal. The lecturer in charge of Examination Board (who used to teach me 5years back) 'read' the results to me and said something to me before I left the room. "Ema, I'm still waiting for 'this' (showing something in her hand) from you". I just gave a smile, not knowing how to respond to that. =) And it was actually a wedding invitation card from a friend of mine. Insya-Allah, soon when the time comes, (which I don't even know yet) I will surely let you know , Ma'm. (Bisik hati).Allah knows best. =) Please make du'a. </div>
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<br /></div>Kembara Syahadah ~NFES~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03954411151314942731noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8190911183570683807.post-46017428614225780082012-04-19T11:57:00.002+01:002012-04-19T11:57:37.352+01:00Ku milikMu (I'm Yours)<div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><strong><u>Maher Zain's song. Ku milikMu (I'm Yours) </u></strong></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><br /></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center">Kuberdoa dengan jiwa dan tubuhku </div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center">Setiap hari sepanjang hidupku dengan nafasku </div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center">Aku berjanji padaMu untuk hidup hanya untukMu </div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center">O Allah </div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center">Kau bangkitkan jiwaku cahayaMu terangi hatiku</div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center">Hidupku ku persembahkan padaMu </div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center">Ku milikMu..ku milikMu..</div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><br /></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center">Kini kutahu rasanya hidup dalam cahaya kasihMu </div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center">Kini kutahu rasanya menemukan damai di hati </div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center">Seandainya semua tahu indahnya mengabdi padaMu </div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center">Seandainya semua tahu kasihMu lepaskan belenggu </div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center">Bebasknku, kuatkanku..</div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><br /></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center">O Allah kubersyukur padaMu </div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center">Walau kata tak sanggup ungkapkan </div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center">Kau buatku mampu lawan keraguan </div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center">Dan tegar hadapi tentangan</div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center">Hanya Kau sanggup bangkitkan jiwaku </div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center">CahayaMu terangi hatiku </div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center">Dan hidupku ku persembahkan padaMu </div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center">Ku milikMu..ku milikMu..</div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><br /></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center">*</div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center">Cinta hidup siang malam hatta doa</div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center">semua untukMu </div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center">Dan tiada satu pun dapat bersaing denganMu di hatiku..</div><br /><br /><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><iframe height="315" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/oxSM9kskdVA" frameborder="0" width="560" allowfullscreen=""></iframe></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><br /></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"></div>Kembara Syahadah ~NFES~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03954411151314942731noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8190911183570683807.post-64951034229795091282012-04-16T12:18:00.010+01:002012-04-16T13:40:05.472+01:00Allah ambil satu, Allah bagi LEBIH..<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg0YeG-hRNtr6k_GKmgCj8qcwnXf5lCEIDDVECccPo-gEuUfQ1zUTCRtyRZjsllrx-CFUYIeL9_TSTBfOY0BFI9eYeqT6QA7h0Uf1HNZw64SMmQbrgk5VFxr3jejfmU64ck6_E0YyHphZKk/s1600/DSC04608.JPG"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 600px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 400px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5731956707168645554" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg0YeG-hRNtr6k_GKmgCj8qcwnXf5lCEIDDVECccPo-gEuUfQ1zUTCRtyRZjsllrx-CFUYIeL9_TSTBfOY0BFI9eYeqT6QA7h0Uf1HNZw64SMmQbrgk5VFxr3jejfmU64ck6_E0YyHphZKk/s800/DSC04608.JPG" /></a><br />Bismillah,<br />Alhamdulillah.<br /><br />Allah bersifat dengan sifat Ar-Rahman dan Ar-Rahim. Maha Pemurah dan Maha Pengasihani.<br />Alhamdulillah, Allah izin, masih berbaki lebih kurang 2 bulan sebelum menamatkan pengajian di bumi Allah ini. Alhamdulillah tsumma alhamdulillah. Moga Allah mudahkan urusan-urusan yang masih menuntut hak.<br /><br />Allah izin, tahun terakhir ini banyak ujian yang cukup manis. Pertama,Allah tarik nikmat 'kesihatan laptop' ku. =) Mungkin sebab nikmat tu tak digunakan betul-betul untuk buat kerja yang Allah redha.. asyik fesbuk saja agaknya =P Laptop yang berusia hampir 5 tahun, hadiah daripada insan yang cukup istimewa , Mama. Banyak jasa laptop ACER itu, banyak esaimen yang telah berjaya disiapkan hasil bantuannya, dengan izin Allah, Alhamdulillah..<br /><br /><em>Aku hanyalah manusia dari zaman dinosor yang hidup di zaman canggih =D</em><br /><em></em><br />Dalam laptop tu hanya ada program2 asas seperti Microsoft Office (dan yang diguna hanyalah Mic Word dan Powerpoint), Skype , Paltalk dan Movie Maker. Selain untuk surf internet (FB dll), laptop tu memang berbakti sepenuhnya untuk siapkan esaimen.<br /><br />Tiada movie.<br />Ada 2 games: Vocabulary. haha. Boring bagi sesetengah orang. =P<br />Kerana tuannya tidak minat movie. juga tidak minat games.<br /><br /><em>Problem?</em><br /><em></em><br />Problem laptop kesayangan ku adalah:<br /><br />Virus kot.<br />dan tak cukup memory kot.<br />Entahlah.<br />Jangan ditanya pada manusia dari zaman dinosor ini =P<br />Sudah usaha dirawat, tapi sakit kembali.<br />Mengambil jalan mudah untuk tidak merawatnya lagi, sebaliknya hanya menggunakan komputer2 di universiti lab atau library...<br />Stress kalau fikir cara nak ubat dia, sebab tak ada doktor yang mudah didekati =)<br /><br /><em>Manis...</em><br /><em></em><br />Tapi alhamdulillah. Ada benda yang Allah nak tegur diri ini kot dengan cara Dia 'sakit'kan laptopku.. Sejak laptop sakit, bilik2 komputer di kampus menjadi bilik keduaku. =) Surau di kampus menjadi tempat tumpah air mataku. =) Kadang-kadang, library menjadi rumah keduaku. =) Alhamdulillah atas segalanya.. =) Hehe. Mula-mula agak sedih dan stress, lagi2 bila Tahun ke3, keperluan kepada laptop untuk tujuan akademik menjadi lebih besar dari sebelum2nya...<br /><br /><br /><em>Menangisi ujian vs. menginsafi nikmat...</em><br /><em></em><br />=) Alhamdulillah, Allah izin untuk kurasa nikmat di balik ujian kesakitan laptopku.. Kadang bila berjalan seorang diri ke library, mengatur langkah seorang diri ke uni..dan duduk di depan laptop, di dalam bilik yang kadang2 ada orang, kadang2 hanya kita penghuni tunggal.. banyak mengajar ku tentang erti syukur... Syukur sebab Allah masih bagi keupayaan untuk kaki berjalan ke library, berjalan ke uni.. Syukur sebab Allah atur kehidupanku dgn lebih teratur, siang buat kerja, malam untuk rehat (sebab hanya siang boleh keluar , kalau malam takut/tak berani untuk berjalan sorang2 ke library.. kalau dari uni, boleh balik paling lewat pukul 8, uni hanya +-5 minit dari rumah).<br /><br /><em>Ujian lagi.. </em><br /><em></em><br />Allah uji sikit dengan sakit neck, lower abdomen / back ---> kaki. Ada sekali terpaksa berjalan henti2 untuk sampai ke uni dan naik tangga ke tingkat dua untuk hantar satu esaimen di pejabat education department. Masa tu rasa cukup insaf dengan nikmat sihat yang sebelum ni tidak dihargai seperti saat itu. Alhamdulillah Allah bagi rasa seperti orang kurang upaya, walaupun sementara tapi bermakna.<br /><br />Teringat pesan seorang guruku <em>"Jaga kesihatan. Itu pun tanda syukur kita pada Allah. Kesihatan juga amanah Allah juga. Ingat tu. "</em> Begitulah lebih kurang nasihat guru Bahasa Inggerisku di Kolej Islam dulu, di FB.<br /><br /><em>Nikmat masa...</em><br /><em></em><br />Allah bagi kita sakit, untuk kita insaf dengan nikmat sihat..<br />Allah bagi kita susah, untuk kita ingat nikmat senang..<br />Allah bagi kita sibuk, untuk bagi kita hargai masa yang lapang..<br /><br />Kadang, manusia perlu bersendirian untuk menginsafi diri.. Kalau betul2 hati kita Allah sentuh , air mata boleh saja jatuh tanpa kita sedar.. =) Banyak masa dan ruang yang ada untuk kita kutip REDHA Allah...<br /><br />Bila melangkah untuk buat sesuatu yang baik, jangan lupa kita niatkan supaya Allah redha setiap satu langkah yang kita atur..Moga satu per satu langkah diiringi satu pahala.. dan moga langkah kita itu mendekatkan kita ke Syurga Allah..<br /><br />Indah.. bila membayangkan para Malaikat meneduhi langkah2 kita , doa-doa makhluk Allah di sekeliling kita, di langit, di bumi, di lautan, mengiringi kita...Sambil2, kita sendiri boleh memaknakan lagi langkah yang diatur dengan menyebut2 Allah, mengulangi hafalan al-quran, mendoakan ibu bapa dan keluarga, umat Islam, guru2, sahabat2 dan semua muslimin.. Sehingga kita rasa perjalanan yang jauh menjadi singkat, kerana kita asyik dengan mengingat Allah dan mendoakan yang baik-baik..<br /><br />Sama-sama doakan supaya Allah yang Maha Lembut, terus murah dengan kelembutan yang dihembuskan ke dalam hati-hati kita semua.. Bila hati kita lembut, insyaAllah mudah untuk menangis kerana Allah.. rasa lebih bersyukur, insaf dengan kekurangan.. dan memandang sesuatu yang mungkin dianggap kecil sebagai nikmat yang sangat besar hadiah daripada Allah... sebab kita memang tak mampu nak mewujudkan sesuatu itu dgn sendiri, melainkan Allah yg bagi..walaupun ianya sekecil-kecil nikmat..<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div align="center"><strong><em>Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah..</em></strong><br /><br /><br /></div><br /><div align="center"><strong><em>Moga Allah ampunkan dosa-dosa kita dan jadikan kita HAMBA-NYA yang sentiasa bercita-cita untuk lebih dekat pada-Nya. Ameen.. </em></strong></div><br />Terima kasih Allah atas PERJALANAN ini =)<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div align="justify"><em><span style="font-size:78%;">p/s 1: Alhamdulillah, ku anggap rezeki tahun ini. Dapat hadiah iPod semasa birthday ke 23. Banyak jasa dia, Terutama untuk check email, baca attachment di email, skype and paltalk, serta FB. Dan banyak applications yang best : Mathurat, iQuran, Doa2, Period Log dll. May Allah bless. </span></em></div><br /><div align="justify"><em><span style="font-size:78%;"></span></em></div><br /><div align="justify"><em><span style="font-size:78%;">p/s 2: Thank you my dear friend Ira for being my emergency unit. =D </span></em></div><br /><br /><div align="justify"><em><span style="font-size:78%;">p/s 3: Jom jadi muslim yang sihat.. Jaga postur badan, jangan angkat benda terlalu berat, buat kerja slow2 dan hati-hati...dan..rajin2 minum susu. Sayangi tulang anda. =) (3 tahun di Uk, baru dua kali ke Medical Practice. Alhamdulillah). =)</span></em></div>Kembara Syahadah ~NFES~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03954411151314942731noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8190911183570683807.post-50688555934682025222012-04-09T05:06:00.003+01:002012-04-09T05:17:35.275+01:00Realiti dalam mimpi<div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Kelihatan semua kalut</div><div style="text-align: center;">Berlari mendaki bukit</div><div style="text-align: center;">Menuju ke bilik-bilik kediaman</div><div style="text-align: center;">Yang persis asrama</div><div style="text-align: center;">Kuturut serta berlari2 anak </div><div style="text-align: center;">Menuju Ke arah bangunan di atas bukit</div><div style="text-align: center;">STOP!!!</div><div style="text-align: center;">Sepasukan askar </div><div style="text-align: center;">Lengkap berseragam dan bersenjata</div><div style="text-align: center;">Kami di arah untuk tidak berlari- lari </div><div style="text-align: center;">Jika tidak</div><div style="text-align: center;">Tembakan akan dilepaskan</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Takut</div><div style="text-align: center;">Hanya mengharap pada Allah. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Ku terbangun</div><div style="text-align: center;">Hampir Subuh</div><div style="text-align: center;">Mimpi masih segar</div><div style="text-align: center;">Ketakutan masih bersisa</div><div style="text-align: center;">Namun yang pasti</div><div style="text-align: center;">Ketakutan yang dirasa hanyalah sedikit</div><div style="text-align: center;">Hanya 'al-khouf' yang sedikit</div><div style="text-align: center;">Belum lagi 'al-joo3' </div><div style="text-align: center;">Seperti yang dideritai oleh saudara-saudaraku</div><div style="text-align: center;">Di Palestine</div><div style="text-align: center;">Di Syria</div><div style="text-align: center;">Di Somalia</div><div style="text-align: center;">Dan mungkin di lain-lain tempat lagi...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Ya Allah, menangkan kami ke atas mereka yang zalim! </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><i>Al-khouf الخوف: ketakutan</i></div><div style="text-align: left;"><i>Al-joo3 الجوع:kelaparan</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div>Kembara Syahadah ~NFES~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03954411151314942731noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8190911183570683807.post-71997562412606991492012-04-04T14:53:00.003+01:002012-04-04T15:02:34.099+01:00Belajarlah dari duniamu<p align="center"></p><br /><br /><p align="center"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhj3h4uriIgJGvd5emNbK0UmiBp1lYTp2igT47QWHQF8LdLQdmED0VQagNb3DyLve5zSp4pLGxtAhcZIizATzm4OyZeNu5e51x6MnwnuxNMoZ898FZs8NN0PAY4IFxUKs5Pz0RTNh5yxxmG/s1600/DSC04386.JPG"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 600px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 400px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5727543446347528930" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhj3h4uriIgJGvd5emNbK0UmiBp1lYTp2igT47QWHQF8LdLQdmED0VQagNb3DyLve5zSp4pLGxtAhcZIizATzm4OyZeNu5e51x6MnwnuxNMoZ898FZs8NN0PAY4IFxUKs5Pz0RTNh5yxxmG/s800/DSC04386.JPG" /></a></p><br /><p><br />Bismillahirrahmanirrahim,<br />Salam 'alayk.<br /><br />Sekadar berkongsi sesuatu yang menarik perhatian saya- Sekeping gambar yang penuh cerita dan pengajaran, insyaAllah. (bagi saya).<br /><br /><em>Gambar : Basikal yang menarik dan unik. Dikayuh oleh seorang lelaki (mungkin seorang ayah muda) di universiti saya. </em><br /><br />Kagum. Mungkin dia bawa anak (atau mungkin anak-anak) dengan basikal ini.<br />Semangat. Rasanya beliau seorang pelajar di uni ni. Atau mungkin tutor? Allah knows.<br />Oh, para pensyarah di sini, ramai yang berbasikal datang uni. Dengan baju formal / kot . =) Tidak pernah dilihat di negara ku. Menarik. =)<br /><br /><strong>Pengajaran:</strong><br /><br />- Kegigihan<br />- Status bukanlah material, dan material bukanlah status<br />- Terkenang waktu dahulu, ayah sangat gigih menghantar dan mengambil anak-anak dari sekolah, dengan motor. =) May Allah bless my Ayah. Allahumma ameen.. =)<br /><br /><strong>Nota kaki:</strong><br /><br />Belajarlah dari duniamu sekelilingmu. Mereka adalah guru. =) </p><br /><p></p><br /><p><em><span style="font-size:78%;">nfes</span></em></p><br /><p><em><span style="font-size:78%;">St Augustine House</span></em></p><br /><p><em><span style="font-size:78%;">040412</span></em></p><br /><p><em><span style="font-size:78%;">~85 days to go~</span></em></p>Kembara Syahadah ~NFES~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03954411151314942731noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8190911183570683807.post-4732510068627993532012-03-31T14:50:00.006+01:002012-03-31T15:10:54.808+01:00Sakura Song .. Sad but Beautiful<div align="center"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjNRopKLthRC3N3NxdrXJ3yHQZGL0W43fD1u10zO5mQwM9K_qDpOrkQ1tWLnW_0sZhH3JCjLoNVyOoxrxdWK_30rPOXfDpSpE5jBSiaUQO3qdDvHtTMrgoblj0Gsmilf2hZF9jhOLNje3Bb/s1600/sakura.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 600px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 500px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5726058464451632354" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjNRopKLthRC3N3NxdrXJ3yHQZGL0W43fD1u10zO5mQwM9K_qDpOrkQ1tWLnW_0sZhH3JCjLoNVyOoxrxdWK_30rPOXfDpSpE5jBSiaUQO3qdDvHtTMrgoblj0Gsmilf2hZF9jhOLNje3Bb/s800/sakura.jpg" /></a><em>~ Sakura at CCCU Spring 2012~<br /></em><br /><br /><a href="http://http//www.youtube.com/watch?v=k20eJ45NZNQ&feature=related">Beautiful song by Moriyama<br /><br /></a>Time fades away, we wait for the day<br />For the day when you come back home again<br />We're standing here, no more crying, no more fear<br />On the lane http://lyricstranslate.com where cherry blossoms bloom<br /><br />You were always there when a friend needed care<br />Just one smile and you could cure their pain<br />Because of you, we could always make it through<br />The love you gave erased all of our gloom<br /><br />So now here we are<br />But no matter how far<br />Away you go we'll always be with you<br /><br />Sakura sakura<br />As these cherry blossoms bloom<br />Even they realize that one day a goodbye will have to come<br />So farewell my friend<br />But this is not the end<br />Please stay the same until I see you again<br /><br />Forget the past, make this moment last<br />And speak only words we truly feel<br />Wish you the best, may your future be blessed<br />And all of your dreams become real<br /><br />Moments pass us by<br />As we try not to cry<br />Wherever you go never forget me<br /><br />Sakura sakura<br />As these cherry blossoms fall<br />They dream silently of next spring when rebirth will come to all<br />Don't you cry now, my friend<br />For this is not the end<br />Keep up that smile until I see you again<br /><br />Sakura sakura<br />As these cherry blossoms dance<br />Blown in all directions by the wind, their fate is left to chance<br />So farewell, next time, my friend<br />Let's meet right here again<br />Or maybe we'll meet somewhere like blossoms in the wind ...</div>Kembara Syahadah ~NFES~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03954411151314942731noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8190911183570683807.post-72024790598958124682012-03-26T22:02:00.002+01:002012-03-26T22:19:57.038+01:00Segalanya dari Allah, milik AllahBismillahirrahmanirrahim,<div>Dengan nama Allah yang maha pemurah lagi maha penyayang..</div><div><br /></div><div>Alhamdulillah alhamdulilla alhamdulillah.</div><div>Bertambah lagi usia selama satu hari. </div><div><br /></div><div>Hari ini Allah uji dengan kesihatan. Allah sedang mengajar dan menegur diri. Allah sedang beri peluang untuk menghapuskan dosa-d0sa.. Allah sedang mntarbiyyah erti sabar.. Allah sedang membuka ruang untuk menambahkan iman... Allah sedang memanggilku untuk lebih erat dan dekat dengannya.. Allah menyedarkan ku tentang kerdilnya diri sebagai hamba... Sentiasa memerlukan orang lain, dan paling penting...sentiasa memerlukan Dia....</div><div><br /></div><div>Allah, sekelip mata sahaja Engkau mampu menarik nikmatMu. Kerana segalanya milik mutlakmu. Aku hanyala seorang peminjam... </div><div><br /></div><div>Ilahi.... Ampunkan dosa-dosa hamba.. Rahmatilah sahabat2 yang hamba kasihi... </div><div><br /></div><div>Rabbi.... Di dalam tanganMu kuasa penyembuh.. Di dalam tanganMu penyelesaian segala-galanya. PadaMu ku mohon kesembuhan, dan penyelesaian segala musibah...</div><div><br /></div><div>P/s: kembalikan nikmat untuk dahiku bersujud di hadapanMu... </div>Kembara Syahadah ~NFES~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03954411151314942731noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8190911183570683807.post-38660439058112054592012-03-25T23:37:00.005+01:002012-03-25T23:47:29.389+01:00Wallahulmusta3an...قُلْ يَا عِبَادِ الَّذِينَ آمَنُوا اتَّقُوا رَبَّكُمْ لِلَّذِينَ أَحْسَنُوا فِي هَٰذِهِ الدُّنْيَا حَسَنَةٌ وَأَرْضُ اللَّهِ وَاسِعَةٌ إِنَّمَا يُوَفَّى الصَّابِرُونَ أَجْرَهُم بِغَيْرِ حِسَابٍ<br /><br />Say: O my servants who believe! be careful of (your duty to) your Lord; for those who do good in this world is good, and Allah's earth is spacious; only the patient will be paid back their reward in full without measure. (azzumar:10)<div><br /></div><div><br /><div>يَا أَيُّهَا الَّذِينَ آمَنُوا اسْتَعِينُوا بِالصَّبْرِ وَالصَّلَاةِ إِنَّ اللَّهَ مَعَ الصَّابِرِينَ</div><div><br /></div><div>O you who believe! seek assistance through patience and prayer; surely Allah is with the patient. ( albaqarah:153)</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>مَا عِندَكُمْ يَنفَدُ وَمَا عِندَ اللَّهِ بَاقٍ وَلَنَجْزِيَنَّ الَّذِينَ صَبَرُوا أَجْرَهُم بِأَحْسَنِ مَا كَانُوا يَعْمَلُونَ</div><div><br /></div><div>What is with you passes away and what is with Allah is enduring; and We will most certainly give to those who are patient their reward for the best of what they did.</div></div><div>(annahl:96)</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>Kembara Syahadah ~NFES~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03954411151314942731noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8190911183570683807.post-14620357203840523592012-03-24T14:12:00.002+00:002012-03-24T14:21:52.976+00:00Mengabadikan detik-detik Tahun 3Video pendek rutin harian tahun ketiga pengajian di CCCU =)<br />Sekadar untuk tatapan masa hadapan (Tak pasti if boleh download.)<br /><br /><a href="http://www.masher.com/player.jsp?key=b85356c2-d1c7-ecd1-69ad-0000480b3a1b&amp%3Badscheme=0">Klik untuk Video =)</a><br />Video perjalanan dari rumah ke uni =)<br />Lagu: Satu Tekad<br /><br /><br />NFES<br />St Augustine House (Library)<br />CCCU<br />Canterbury<br />24 Mac 2012Kembara Syahadah ~NFES~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03954411151314942731noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8190911183570683807.post-51698539596835403782012-03-23T15:20:00.009+00:002012-03-31T15:03:13.583+01:00Kenangan Musim Luruh 2012<strong><em>Sekitar Canterbury</em></strong><br /><strong><em>Akhir 2011-Awal 2012</em></strong><br /><strong><em>Musim luruh ke-3</em></strong><br /><br /><br /><div align="center"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhQa6XRIRKrHAyp72v3x6eBZ_RMs1ntDGq_XvXhvsPJaXavlZqph1QwxGOqVJdRUwoXJtC8I2SbPkS56Y7Zepnkin1m1PRQem7gvC849tTZ1VrItzeAP7B_xGMq_8HvUucs39f8L-g84atF/s1600/DSC02779.JPG"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 600px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 400px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5723113704806763410" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhQa6XRIRKrHAyp72v3x6eBZ_RMs1ntDGq_XvXhvsPJaXavlZqph1QwxGOqVJdRUwoXJtC8I2SbPkS56Y7Zepnkin1m1PRQem7gvC849tTZ1VrItzeAP7B_xGMq_8HvUucs39f8L-g84atF/s800/DSC02779.JPG" /></a> Jalan hari-hari pertama ke Uni. Mengimbau kenangan 2009. Musim luruh 2012.<br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjm0OYBaOd4b00x4jx_v-tpdwrBAB1t_4FhHgo0SCWvi6PVsfbyyn1Z-x_SI1brRfvq5cjlQnxpXXTYZ4HxE8qlzwmERERfo7MpbvWGyZPaWECiamXX-pJkBvK7RdPBTuqJMBWIhN5kfSaY/s1600/DSC02784.JPG"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 500px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 400px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5723113586418550658" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjm0OYBaOd4b00x4jx_v-tpdwrBAB1t_4FhHgo0SCWvi6PVsfbyyn1Z-x_SI1brRfvq5cjlQnxpXXTYZ4HxE8qlzwmERERfo7MpbvWGyZPaWECiamXX-pJkBvK7RdPBTuqJMBWIhN5kfSaY/s800/DSC02784.JPG" /></a><br /><br /><br /><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhF4MDlJEnWsYo3G7VLeAav3O8wsHwuPR3e6PVGOc8-Ol2W4KfOOsLzy2c-KCsrdOfYHmJSsDldf-492TVycwR4LKtuHsLSzjMzGW-2k4R9wQz9R2M5pyKsiNHPXiE4Ha_vKRh68Mac7V0g/s1600/DSC02783.JPG"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 600px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 400px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5723113492401759794" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhF4MDlJEnWsYo3G7VLeAav3O8wsHwuPR3e6PVGOc8-Ol2W4KfOOsLzy2c-KCsrdOfYHmJSsDldf-492TVycwR4LKtuHsLSzjMzGW-2k4R9wQz9R2M5pyKsiNHPXiE4Ha_vKRh68Mac7V0g/s800/DSC02783.JPG" /></a><br />The road not taken. or taken?<br /><br /><br /><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgP93Mm7_BJ51ge3nWM33Qy2RS23E7OZN1jhe1qi2GbjIkvS4iV8LaifCw0yk7VgwHKijUjeAYtBEWjMtmtvdnnpGu1pjoAb1eGpYgiRFgwdy4P2lYHL1bftAwTJYvTrKT8SvgKOpX3UthR/s1600/DSC02846.JPG"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 600px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 400px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5723113308920552306" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgP93Mm7_BJ51ge3nWM33Qy2RS23E7OZN1jhe1qi2GbjIkvS4iV8LaifCw0yk7VgwHKijUjeAYtBEWjMtmtvdnnpGu1pjoAb1eGpYgiRFgwdy4P2lYHL1bftAwTJYvTrKT8SvgKOpX3UthR/s800/DSC02846.JPG" /></a><br />=)<br /><br /><br /><br /><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhOL67VjIaTHLXPvTIBmwJle_E_3Uz_wlmIJNFJjSWvvNBB0EEpd-U-s5OshnkJwNm-u9SrVTtXu0EmHQWQ3v9LMZl0egQ21nfnM_lzGgLbPXDngncVUjxYVDTsZxyixSjMxVLHL0T-MjZ4/s1600/DSC02850.JPG"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 600px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 400px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5723113139699558930" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhOL67VjIaTHLXPvTIBmwJle_E_3Uz_wlmIJNFJjSWvvNBB0EEpd-U-s5OshnkJwNm-u9SrVTtXu0EmHQWQ3v9LMZl0egQ21nfnM_lzGgLbPXDngncVUjxYVDTsZxyixSjMxVLHL0T-MjZ4/s800/DSC02850.JPG" /></a><br />Kami. Tetapkan kami di jalan-Mu.<br /><br /><br /><br /><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjlGD-xuyHhLNpLhk88IV7-cVfozx3jbw7PaLCF4ZzJ2oK0Qk8F9yCKF2EcS9Sc7c2FeiNYjde92Ihxb-G_M_yx5qfPGJu1UAXwUIQN187khrNyI10xiKVNE44WrADAcYvdEZlroBZapeie/s1600/DSC02855.JPG"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 600px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 400px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5723113046572399634" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjlGD-xuyHhLNpLhk88IV7-cVfozx3jbw7PaLCF4ZzJ2oK0Qk8F9yCKF2EcS9Sc7c2FeiNYjde92Ihxb-G_M_yx5qfPGJu1UAXwUIQN187khrNyI10xiKVNE44WrADAcYvdEZlroBZapeie/s800/DSC02855.JPG" /></a><br />Gugur menyembah bumi.<br /><br /><div></div></div></div></div></div><br /></div>Kembara Syahadah ~NFES~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03954411151314942731noreply@blogger.com0