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Bismillah

Salam 'alayk

Refleksi hari ini:

~ Perlu melihat sesuatu lebih dari satu pandangan sahaja

~ Explore sesuatu yang baru untuk belajar sesuatu yang baru -cuba, wahai diri..

~ Kadang kita tidak 'nampak' kenapa kita perlu belajar sesuatu, namun bukan bermakna apa yg kita belajar itu sesuatu yang sia-sia. Menuntut ilmu saja sudah dapat pahala, melawannafsu

malas pun suatu jihad *susah ohh*, usaha untuk buat, juga dikira insya-Allah.

~ Sampai masa, Allah 'tunjuk' kat mana 'hikmah'nya sesuatu yang kita tidak 'nampak' sebelum ini..

~ Bersyukur dengan apa yang Allah bagi, positif dengan Allah . . Dasari kepercayaan kepada

dengan IMAN ( bertunjangkan tawakkal kepada yang Maha Hebat )

Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah.

p/s: Saat lelah, hanya Allah tempat bergantung. Bagaimana pula saat kita tidak lelah?

To love Allah...

-gambar: Buku Bawa Hatimu Kepada Tuhan fromShudy, Room 3, 3 Hamill Terrace, 2009-

Salam 'alayk

Just sharing a hadeeth (from our beloved Prophet Muhammad , Rasulullah s.a.w) :

"Sesungguhnya Allah SWT jika mencintai seorang hamba, maka Dia memanggil malaikat Jibril dan berkata: "Wahai Jibril, aku mencintai orang ini maka cintailah dia!" Maka Jibril pun mencintainya, lalu Jibril mengumumkannya kepada seluruh penduduk langit dan berkata: "Wahai penduduk langit, sesungguhnya Allah mencintai orang ini, maka cintai dia." Maka seluruh penduduk langit pun mencintainya. Kemudian orang itu pun dicintai oleh segenap makhluk Allah di muka bumi ini."

(Hadis Riwayat Bukhari)

Hebatnya CINTA Allah... Maha Hebat..

"Allahumma inna nas'aluka hubbak..Wa hubba man yuhibbuk..Wa'amalallazi yuballighuna/yuqorribuna hubbak.." Ameen ya Allah..

“Oh Allah, we ask You to make us love You, and to love those who love You, and to love the actions which make us near to Your love.”

p/s: Pray for me that I can FOCUS on my work.... T_T

seakan lupa..

terkadang..

diri seakan lupa..

lupa bagaimana sifat seorang anak soleh..

lupa bagaimana cara untuk belajar..

lupa bagaimana mahu fokus..

lupa matlamat hidup..

lupa bahawa Tuhan Kekasih pertama,

lupa bahawa Tuhan Pendengar setia,

lupa adab,

lupa apa itu akhlak,

lupa segalanya..

hanya kerana

NAFSU

dan

EMOSI

yang meraja..

ampun, maaf

atas segala khilaf yang ada

kerana diri manusia biasa

amat biasa

malah penuh ketidaksempurnaan..

cukuplah ia sebagai rencah hidup

menambah rasa

mengajar diri menjadi lebih matang

lebih pandai mengurus emosi

lebih pandai menjaga adab

lebih ingat bahawa HIDUP adalah medan penuh ujian..

~ jiwa ingin bebas seperti burung ~

It's not always..

One more paper to go.

"Save the best for last" -It's not always like this.

It may rather be the worst.

O Allah, please make everything easy for us, ameen..

Remember..... :

" Words may not break bones, but they do break hearts! "

Lega Sebentar

16 Nov :-Poetry

10 Dec-: Educational Issues

13 Dec :- CLIL

Red , Red Rose ^^

Semangat2 buat coursework! :)

p/s: I dont like teddy bears, but I love those red roses ;p

It's nearly there...

Bismillah.

Assalamualaikum...

3 July 2010.

And it's 2 days left. :)

Just dropping by, leaving some words to get the mood of writing this final ah-sigh-ment.huhu. It's my so-called post-exam essay , in which I aimed to finish on 2 July but it turned not to happen so. Mmm. Maybe because I'm too 'busy' with forever-non-finished packing thingy (alasan). It's been a problem for me and friends to put our things everywhere we think possible to do so. Alhamdulillah we are done with half, or maybe 3/4 of packing personal and house stuffs and moving to our housing agents' office store. Lucky we are given the so-called store to put all the bulky bags and boxes in. Alhamdulillah, we appreciate it very much. All plates and glasses are packed, leaving us to practise the 'sunnah' (as what our Prophet did) to eat using 'talam' or 'dulang'. Hope this will strengthen our sisterhood (though I am sometimes off to UKC, staying overnight there) by having meals together using one 'big plate'.. InshaAllah..One thing I realise , reflecting myself, I don't enjoy cooking lately or in other words, malas ke dapur. Whether I myself am lazy or it's just the mood of going back home outweighs everything now.. huhu.. (alasan..) Sorry girls for being quite lazy. (as if before this I wasn't one.he).

Shipping

I'm trying hard to become a very very patient person, bearing with things I HATE to do. That's what a LIFE is. Sometimes He just tests you by giving things you don't even dream about. Since I'm taking Egyptair, I need to make sure that my luggage doesn't exceed 20 kg. Heaven it was when I first travelled to the UK using MAS, with the Grads Card that allowed me to bring things as much as 30 kg, Alhamdulillah. Thanks KPM. :) But now it's a total different , apart from the fact that I need to buy the ticket myself, I also need to pack things all by myself..And the most unpleasant important part is the different weight limit for the luggage. Sigh. I have only got one final alternative: To ship all the extras ... Hoping that all will be fine.. Sabarlah menunggu sebulan lebih utk terima barang... huhu (Keluarga besar, banyaklah souvenir nye.tu pun belum tentu cukup.hehe)

And tonight..Again..PACKING. MOVING. Since we couldn't move to our new house until 7 July, we are in a dire need of other people's belas ihsan. hehe. Apa lagi, tumpang barang lah.. Alhamdulillah, some of them are here over the summer, and some go back a bit later than us, and the part we are most grateful for is that we have places to put the remaining things in: Duvets, pillows, some clothings, toiletries, cutleries etc..

22 September

Since we will only be back here on 22 September, we'll never have a chance to enjoy (hopefully) living in our new house. (tak duduk over the summer break pun, still kena bayar rent penuh. huhu. takdapat watpa..)

Annual International Education Conference

Alhamdulillah. I'm done with our University's big event..The Cutting Edges Education Conference. Being one of the voluntary team members gave me some opportunities to meet many 'educators' or academics from many parts of the world including HongKong, Taiwan as well as Malaysia. huhu. Basically the presentations were all about creativity in teaching. One of the best parts about the conference is that we had a chance to meet our lecturers from IPBA who were also presenting in the conference.. All they did was taking our hearts back to our beloved MALAYSIA.. =))

Exam results

Alhamdulillah.

At last, the Exam Board has confirmed our final exam results. It's a good news that no one has to come back to UK in early September for the referral paper. Alhamdulillah, all passed. :) These are all blessings from Him inshaAllah..

Happy Time

It's just that..........I can't wait to meet my family.... :))

Please pray for me and friends. Hope everything will be fine. Ameen.

May Allah ease and bless our journey...

I will also miss you, for sure, Canterbury! :)

Wassalam wbt.

p/s: That's all. Hope the mood remains. :)

I'm done with it...

Bismillah.

Salam.

Alhamdulillah...I'm done with my first year , by Allah's will...

May Allah ease..

Lagi 2 tahun inshaAllah mengembara di bumi England ini..

Allah, permudahkanlah bagi kami..Ameen..!

p/s: Segala puji hanya bagiNya....

Doa selepas belajar...

Bismillah.

Salam.

Sempena musim exam..jom bnyakkan usaha di samping memohon doa dariNya...Ni doa lepas abis belajar..moga2 apa yg kita revise tak dilupa..ameen...

( Ya Allah, aku pertaruhkan kepadaMu apa yang Engkau ajarkan kepadaku, maka kembalilkanlah ia kepadaku ketika aku memerlukannya / berhajat kepadanya dan janganlah Engkau buat aku melupainya.. Wahai Tuhan sekalian alam.. )

Best of Luck to all, may Allah ease...

¡ʎpnʇs ɯoſ ʻʇnpns ƃuɪlɪləʞəs ɪp ɯɐxə

Bismillah.

Salam.

See the upside-down title? That indicates, 'weng2ness.'

heee. C'mon this is only First Year, Yeah kena semangat2! Kalu tak mcm mne nk habiskan 2nd,3rd and 4th year? and maybe Ma., and phD.? huhu..

This is my Exam Schedule:

24 May 2010: Language Awareness

27 May 2010: English Language Teaching Methodology

28 May 2010: Understanding Learners and Learning

Semua one hour je. +-2000-words essays :P

ɒl ðə bɛst teslians! me ɒl əv əs pæs / səksid wɪθ flajɪŋ kələrz!

19 June 2010: Start cuti yeah! *tapi belum boleh terbang balik.huuu*

p/s: Jom start praktis tulis essay. takde taip2 dh,huhu. :(

Please prolong your prayers....Jazakumullahu khaira..

Last minute...

Bismillah.

Salam..

Hmm..last-minute work sometimes work. Tak dinafikan me myself suka buat keje last minute. Mula awal (tak berapa awal) tapi progress lambat.. Optimum progress mesti the night before anta task tu..Couldnt help myself *or it was me yang hardly helped myself* huhu. But that's kinda habitual.. Working under pressure yang memang boleh buat kita stress but that's the time when I optimise my effort and bnyak plak idea dtg masa tu.hihi.. *yes, it's the power of pressure I think.* After all, semua tu Allah yg tolong.. anything can happen..hmmm

Tapi..tapi..tapi..

JANGAN ikut. This might not work for some people. And memang not suggested pun. huhu.

Just sharing satu video peneman setiaku setiap kali tgh pulun sentuhan2 terakhir assignment.. Keep replaying the same vid throughout the final moments..

Here it is...

Memang sangat tenang...Thanks kpd yg mengupload kt youtube.. :)

Beautiful Quran recitation by Tawfeeg As Sayegh.

p/s: Weda, my housemate akan ulang2 dgr lagu Taubat Seorang Hamba bila dia bertungkus lumus siapkan THESIS dia...Shud plak akan ulang dgr lagu2 di satu blog tu... Maka dlm bab LEARNING STYLE, mungkin kami ini kategori Auditory Learners.. Maybe.. :)

It has come to an end..

Bismillah.

Salam.

Alhamdulillah I'm now done with all the assignments for my First Year. Alhamdulillah, Thank You Allah, for everything. Last essay is safely submitted to the office this afternoon. May Allah ease the marker's work to evaluate my essay .. ameen. *moga ada peningkatan.. ~_~

And now I should be working very hard *and smart* for the coming final exam. Though it's only 3 papers, I feel a bit (banyak sebenarnya) worried since this is my first experience, sitting for an exam here..Kena start practise menulis essay 2000 words within one hour..Oh Allah please please give me peace...ease... and ideas , ameen..

Now..kena start revision..class dh habis for this term.. *cuma tggal another 3-hr session this monday, klas ganti.huhu* I would prefer group discussions 'cos that really worked when I was preparing for my Final Exam of Foundation Years in IPBA. Memang sgt2 depended on group discussions, selain bace2 sendiri yg kadang susah nk paham n ingat...Esok mula discussions and stay kat library. *huh.baru nk rse as pelajar Uni..Kalu tak, jeling je Library tu, kecuali if ade klas kt hall sana..*

I will miss my assignment-ing mode.*haha.yes, maybe, sometimes I will.*

p/s: Let's pray mase cepat2 berlalu..moga revision effective n membantu..n dimudahkan urusan nk terbang balik kampung..sekejapnye, dh nk abis Tahun 1...

Last but not least...jom bnykkan berdoa n solat hajat...moga Allah bersihkan hati ini.. T.T

I LOVE EXAM

Oh it's exam fever! [ Doa-doa pilihan]

Allahumma najjihna fi kulli imtihaan, wal ikhtibaar..fiddeen, waddunya, wal aakhiroh..

"Ya Allah berikan kejayaan kepada kami bagi setiap peperiksaan, ujian, dalam agama, dunia dan akhirat..Ameen.."

Allahumma la sahla illa ma ja'altu sahla, wa 'anta taj-alul hazna idha shi'ta sahla

"O Allah! There is nothing easy except what You make easy, and You make the difficult easy if it be Your Will.."

اللَّهُمَّ انْفَعَنِىْ بِمَا عَلَّمْتَنِىْ وَ عَلِّمْنِىْ مَا يَنْفَعَنِىْ

Allahumma infa'nii bimaa 'allamtanii wa'allimnii maa yanfa' unii

"O Allah! Make useful for me what You taught me and teach me knowledge that will be useful to me.."

اللهم اني اسالك العفو والعافية

Allahumma inni as'alukal 'afwa wal-afiyah

"O Allah! I seek your forgiveness and well being (meaning in examination, memory, and concentration etc).."

Rabbi zidni 'ilma

"O my Lord! Advance me in Knowledge.."
[surah Ta-Ha; 20:114]

Allahumma zakkirni minhu ma nasiitu, wa 'alimni minhu ma jahiltu

"O Allah! Assist me to remember whatever I forgot, and teach me whatever I am ignorant of it.."

Ameen..Ameen..Ameen ya Allah..

p/s: idha ---> sebut as in huruf 'zal' (bukan zai)...

Hamdalah untukMu..

~Teaser..hehe~

Bismillah.

Salam..

Terima kasih Allah, segala puji bagiMu..Alhamdulillah! Akhirnya ter hantar juga coursework Creative Drama. Essay paling panjang setakat nih..Biasanya pulun essay yg 1500-2000 words, tapi kali ni 3000++ words. Nak start punya la susah, sebab tak de semangat, malas nak paksa diri, takde pressure and whatsoever yg datangnya dr diri sendiri....Alhamdulillah, pulun punya pulun smbil2 berFB, berBlogging, tamatlah riwayat essay tu..Dah start, nak cari ending essay plak yg susah, yg biasanya ( di kalangan my friends pun) ending up dgn exceeding word limit.. n disebabkan terlebih words tu, biasa juga di kalangan kami main tipu2 no. of words kat cover page.. :p.

One down, 2 more to go..to be submitted on 5 and 12 May..These will be on English Language Teaching Methodology and Literary Analysis.. Oh, I'm quite scared of the Lit. Analysis..*ngan ELT pun* Susah....Usaha, n Allah je yg tolong bg ilham nk menganalisa poem.. Maybe dh boleh start dh dr sekarang, even slow2 and sikit2 pun..hehe..*start baca rubrics je* hehe. May Allah ease..

That's all for now..Takde mood nak buat essay lagi..hehehehe..

Wassalam..

Yg baru habis qadha' tidur,

~Nfe~

Exam

Bismillah.

Salam.

Faizatul Ema is busy multitasking. :p

She's still got a looong way to finish her essay.

Let's pray the best for her.

While 'busy' doing her essay and checking her FB (every 10 mins approximately. lol) , she saw something eye-catching:

Oh , she then realised that it's 1 month until she sit for her first exam in CCCU. Wow. Let's again, pray the best for her. :-)

Yosh! Sambung wat essay.. heee~

Musim asaimen lagi

Bismillah.

Salam.

Adus.nk ngarot ape lagi nih? tetibe headache.huuu.. hope everything's fine n dapat siapkan sket lagi ni. nak cukupkan 1500 words. (sket je lagi..sedapkan hati.)

Tadi ade education conference. Ada part best. Ada part boring.Siap boleh ber FB mse pakcik tu bentang.. heee.. sorry. Bngga dengan housemate/coursemate yg terpilih utk present.. Chaiyok ah Weda..and Amm.. Well Done!

Tadi gak dpt result presentation Understanding Learners and Learning .. Alhamdulillah ^^. Itulah markah paling highest setakat ni, dlm bnyk2 assignment kt cni..capai target,,hee.. Alhamdulillah, takpelah, naik sket2 n slow2.. huhu...markah*rahsia*

Doakan ye kwn2 n pengunjung sekalian..Skeeettt je lagi nih, Yosh!! *sakit pale..wuu*

Cian lagi Ira... tak bpe sihat, batuk2..emm..hope she'll get better soon..

Yosh!

Sambung2.

Wslm wbt..

p/s: esok anta. lusa present.tup tup. cuti easter. tak sabar...........

What a super lovely day..

Bismillah.

Salam.

The sun is shining very brightly outside the window of my room, supplying some heat which I miss really much.. What a lovely day, despite the feelings of nervousness, anxiety and uneasiness of waiting for my turn to present, I feel well rewarded with this bright sunny day...Having a Malaysian-like bathing makes me feel even happier.. Alhamdulillah, 3 are down, 4 more to go.. Thank You Allah, that I have done presentation, regardless of whatever results I will get soon..huu..Hopefully everything's fine, or else I need to struggle even more for this coming examinaton as a back-up for this ULL subject..May Allah ease, ameen..

Having my shirt hand-washed this afternoon reminds me about my previous life in IPBA. Owh how I miss that precious moments, living in an apartment with other 11 or 12 friends of mine which helps me to find my self identity. Owh how I enjoy this life so far, Ahamdulillah. Great families and great friends alhamdulilah. ;)

I have to say Good Bye here since I have some work to be settled by today.. As usual, my room will eventually turn to a 'kapal pecah' every time the day of task submission comes.. Tidying up my small tiny cubic world can sometimes be enjoyable though. *be positive, enjoy every single thing u do, that's how we release stress.Yet I hardly manage to do so.huhu*

Till then.

Wassalam :)

p/s: Semoga Allah tentukan yang terbaik buat Baby comel Adawiyah. Allah knows. :)

Berita dan Cerita

Bismillah.

Salam.

May Allah ease. Esok ade presentation. Doakan saya ye kawan2.. ;))

50% ni..wuu..walaupun time allocated hanya 5 mins..

Tadi borak dengan Mamaku tersayang..Kiriman dah smpai..happynya hati seorang ibu.. Rasa tak layak untukku terima ucapan terima kasih drp seorang ibu kerana kutahu ucapan terima kasihku buatnya belum lagi cukup untuk menyatakan rasa syukur aku memilikinya sebagai IBU..

Setiap adalah hari ibu :)

Saat Mama bercerita:

"Adawiyah masih kt hospital...Ada persamaan la baby Adawiyah dgn Ema masa kecik.."

Apa Ma?

"Baby mata sepet...Ema masa lahir mata sepet..

N baby juga lemas masa lahir...Sama mcm Ema.."

Alhamdulillah..Aku masih dipanjangkan umur hingga ke hari ini..Walaupun ku lahir tnpa tangisan (sebab lemas), n muka biru takleh bernafas..(sampai ibuku terkejut, apasal anakku gelap sgt nih? hik hik.. ) Selepas menjalani satu 'proses' (yg mana boleh dkategorikan agak kejam n kasar), maka suaraku kedengaran..Alhamdulillah..segalanya selamat..

Semoga Nur Adawiyah cepat2 sihat n dapat balik rumah...I wish I were there to see you..touch you..n kiss you, lil girl.. Adawiyah anak solehah inshaAllah :)

Berita dr kg: Sedih.. newborn baby masih di HUSM, kene duk dlm inkubator lagi..Jaundice, plus masih lemah..kesan dr lemas masa lahir..n tadi dah kene amek air tulang belakang, takut ade jangkitan yg lebih teruk..Result lagi sminggu plg awal..kesiannya..kesian sgt2...baby yg kecil baru berumur 6 hari, dah kene rasa sakit yg macam tu..Semoga Nur Adawiyah cepat2 sembuh n kuar hospital..Kakak2 n abang2 n aunti2 n uncle2 sume tak sbr nk tengok wajah comel Adawiyah..Ya Allah, engkau Penyembuh segala penyakit, sembuhkanlah! Ameen.. T_T

Yosh...sambung kerja..Semoga Allah tenangkan hati ni untuk berdepan dgn manusia2 esok.. Ameen.. :)

Update: This morning onwards

Bismillah.

Salam.

Today: Creative Drama full rehearsal..Aku bukan dilahirkan sebagai seorang pelakon di pentas dunia..Macam2 cabaran and demands..The first day we were lectured abt this, lec dah tnya, "Girls, can u take out ur scarf for drama?"huhu..maafkan dia, dia tak tahu. Alhamdulillah dia tidak memaksa after we replied, NO. We need to wear this all the time. Tp itulah..Trying hard though at first I hardly tried..Walaupun aku tahu lakonanku tidak semantap kawan2 yg len..aku try..sekadar memenuhi tanggungjawab..Nasibla, semua wajib pegang at least stu watak..nasib baik dapat watak minor je, yet I got 2 of them..Jadi gengster pun gengster la..huhuhu..Lawak in a way, but bnyk hikmah terselit..Takdelah kene hafal bnyk lines n berlakon in every single scene! Allah Maha tahu!!! :)

Today juga: Kene tunjuk outline portfolio...uwaa..baru anta LAW portfolio hri Rabu..dtg lagi satu..biasalah, adat belajar, semua orang pun rasa kan?

Today juga: Hari last LS class!! Yeah, after this, for this term, boleh balik awal hari JUmaat..Suatu nikmat tu..InshaAllah hidup lebih mudah n dpt rehat lebih sket..

Today after class: Chow chin chau.. Jalan2 Menimba Ilmu-NYa smbil semai ukhuwwah... Yeah! Moga Allah permudahkan..Ameen...ByeBye Canterbury..

This Saturday: Ade talk kat CCCU...So sorry for could not make it..mungkin silap susun jadual..tak dapat join pgram kt tempat sendiri..Thanks to the Organiser..Harap2 semuanya berjalan lancar n ramai yg hadir..Subhanallah, berada dalam majlis itu ibarat berada dalam Tmn2 Syurga, yg belum pasti jd milik kita.... :)

Ok..Siap2 ke kelas yok!

p/s: Rehearsal: Hari ni kene pakai serba hitam..nmpak evil sket..huhu.

Alhamdulillah.. phew!

Bismillah.

Salam.

Sedikit lega.

MICROTEACHING 1: 8 Mac

LAW: 10 Mac

Done!

More to go..Yeah!

Allahu yassir..Ameen..