Friday, January 11, 2013

It's a matter of TIME =)


Sudah terlalu lama blog ini sunyi sepi tidak ber-update. Tiada sebab yang khusus untuk dinyatakan.=)

Alhamdulillah, life is getting much more interesting with lots of things going on. Alhamdulillah, Praise be to Allah for I have finished my studies in the UK, and now I'm back for good. Another semester left to finish my degree at Teacher Training Institute. (I'm doing a UK-Malaysia twinning programme). I was excited knowing that I am back to see my family and relatives in Malaysia tercinta, though it is undeniable that I doubt if I could go back to UK in the future.. All the good memories remain in my heart, with the hope that I could go back to that beautiful place with my loved ones in the future, ameen...

I am now in the midst of my final semester of my degree programme- getting ready and gearing up to start my life as a trainee teacher at a school in Kuala Lumpur. My practicum will begin in two day's time, Allahumma yassir wala tu'assir ya Kareem..Please make du'a for me and all of my coursemates.. (May Allah bless you and answer your du'a)

How time flies, subhanallah. I still remember the day I first arrived here- full of tears and fear, with a bit of excitement upon certain good things I found in this very place called IPBA. It was like 5 years back- 2007. Yesterday, we collected all the assignments we did over our Foundation years (July 2007-August 2009) from the B.ed Office. Subhanallah, walhamdulillah. La hawla wa la quwwata illa billah. Looking at those essays / coursework made me feel grateful to Allah for He is the One who gave me strength, patience and steadfastness to continue this jihad (study). I could not believe that I went through all the difficulties and the sorts upon achieving what I was expected to do. Though I'm not in the group of top scorers in my batch, I am still grateful that He gives me strength to continue this path... (Doing English is not really my first choice, but I love to be a teacher/pendidik)

Today we got our last semester's exam and assignment results. Alhamdulillah 'ala kulli hal. The lecturer in charge of  Examination Board  (who used to teach me 5years back) 'read' the results to me and said something to me before I left the room. "Ema, I'm still waiting for 'this' (showing something in her hand) from you". I just gave a smile, not knowing how to respond to that. =) And it was actually a wedding invitation card from a friend of mine. Insya-Allah, soon when the time comes, (which I don't even know yet) I will surely let you know , Ma'm. (Bisik hati).Allah knows best. =) Please make du'a. 

Sometimes we need our own 'wait time' to look back and forward- to reflect and to plan. But one thing for sure that we need to bear in mind is - Allah is the BEST PLANNER and DOER. Allah boleh buat apa saja untuk hamba-Nya. Most of the time, Allah pleases us with things that we don't even ask for. Subhanallah, Walhamdulillah. So who are we to have su'u dzhon (buruk sangka) to Allah. Leaving things to Allah, redha , and keep putting faith and trust in Him really makes our days blissful Insya-Allah.. (This applies to anything we face and we do in this temporary life). 

May Allah of us be blessed, ameen. =)


p.s: Pardon my non-quality style of writing. I hope the message is successfully delivered and bermanfaat.