Monday, November 23, 2009

Entry saja2.(~_^)


Kepala tengah berhempas pulas
memikirkan apa yg patut kubuat
esok ade tutorial..
jumpa lecturer in personal
bincang about assignment
waaa
takut takut
sebab tak well-prepared
huhh..
ape la nk jadi
makin jd 'rajin' sejak masuk 1st year
patutnya makin rajin
huhu

mane niat
mane semangat
mane matlamat

jawablah sendiri

kalau dulu
upsr, habis-habisan
pmr, habis-habisan
spm, tak berapa nak abis kot, tak dapat straigt A's.huhu
foundation years, agak abis-abisan sambil2 enjoy.hehe
*tapi tak puas hati sebab lecturer tak bagi detailed result*
(anyway, rezeki semua dari Allah, n ikhtiar kene ade)
and now?
huhh..
kata nak 1st class hons.
boleh ke?
InsyaAllah
*mengharap sangat2*

Okay2
dah la tu
luahan hati je.
hehe

~daaa~

Friday, November 20, 2009

This will be the second time..




Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..
Assalamualaikumwarahmatullah wabarakatuh..

Alhamdulillah..Tetiba rasa kehangatan Dzulhijjah..Today is 3rd Dzulhijjah..cepat sungguh masa berlalu..Dzulhijjah datang lagi, memberi peluang keemasan buat insan2 bertuah! Ya, mungkin ini masa terbaik untuk menebus kembali kegersangan Ramadhan yang lalu..Fadhilat dan rahmat Allah yang sedang terbuka luas untuk hamba-hambaNya..emm..rasa diri ni pun banyak dah terlalai.adeh....Macam mne nak start gear 1 balik nih? (~_^).Jom sama2 ye..

7 days more to go, for eidul adha! Macam mana la agknya ya..kalau dulu, d Pantai Timur, smbutan hari raya haji tak kurang meriahnya dengan sambutan eidul Fitri..ahh..rindunya semua tu..walaupun bau daging yang terlalu bnyak mase raya korban tu boleh meloyakan tekakku dan memeningkan kepala, smpai suatu mase tekak nih takleh terima daging..huhu..namun semua itu indah utk dikenang..

For the first time, I'll be celebrating eidul adha here..di perantauan yang jauh..takde lagi lembu utk disembelih buat korban (macam la sembelih sendiri.hehe)..takde lagi kemeriahan family gathering..huuhhh..tabahlah wahai hati..and for the second time, i'll be celebrating raya here.. takde lagi masjid utk ku solat raya sama2 dgn org kampung..huhu..

But insyaAllah..still, I'm looking forward to it! Sambutan eiduladha di canterbury, bersama kawan2, again, friends...harap2 ianya menjadi kenangan manis dan indah dalam kamus hidupku..amin..

Ok, i'll be telling more about that after raya nanti..hehe..

Happy Dzulhijjah!
Selamat menambah amal ibadah..
Selamat berpuasa sunat buat semua ye..;)

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Nothing much, it's all about me



As the Earth moves, day by day,time passes, we become older..As life goes on, we become another man in this world, facing many unexpected things in life, and that makes us a man. Allah knows what's best for us. He may not give what we ask from Him, but He does give us what we need. O Allah, how I have missed all the 'bests' You gave to me..I always forget to say Thank You. To feel grateful. To say Alhamdulillah. To give the best back to You..Forgive me, Astaghfirullah..

Allah knows what is best for me..

How great He has planned for me..everything! I want this, I want that. From You, I keep asking. O Lord of el-'alameen, please give me that..Yes! I have got what I wanted! I have got what I asked from You! Though, how much gratefulness did I show to you..How many times did I say Alhamdulillah, praising You! Astaghfirullah... But can I say it now, to show how grateful I am, for giving me all I have in life..for almost 21 years! Plus when I was once in my mother's womb..and plus when I was first created! Owh! How now I feel grateful to You!

I still remember..

" Mum, could I join my friends going there and there?"

"Oh, no dear..InshaAllah, you will have your own time for that..Just be patient, and wait for it.."

--And now, I have got what I have wished long time ago! Allah knows..---

And I also remember..

"I dun wanna leave u, mum..I wanna be with you..always.."

---But Allah has planned the best for me..I am the youngest daughter, I am the pampered-like one, I am the one who wished for always being close to my beloveds..Yet, I am the one, chosen to live a life like this, now! Allah, I put my entire trust in You..Yes, this is the best for me..---

And I remember..when sometimes I tried asking myself:

"Why should this happen?why?"


---Astaghfirullah..I know, I shouldn't.But I'm a human.A normal one. Forgive me ya Allah, for questioning such a big-NO-need-to-ask question..Coz I should always remember that You know the best of what You are doing for us..---

Ya Allah..I want to thank You..Deep from the bottom of my sincere heart..I say..

THANK YOU
ALHAMDULILLAH
ALL PRAISES ARE TO YOU

For showing me the rigth path..
For giving me a blissful family..
For blessing me with good people around me..
For helping me when I'm in need..
For listening to me whenever I go to You..
For showering Your bliss in my heart..
For lighting up my life with Your guidance..
And always be with You, the greatest praise of all..Alhamdulillah, for everything!!!


...Peace be upon all of you, my dear visitors!...

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

I'm sorry...


How do I tell you I'm sorry -
With a gesture, a look, a touch?
How is it I never realized
I hurt you so very much?

I'm sorry I hurt you
I didn't mean to
I'm sorry I hurt you,
I regret it, I do.
What I did, I regret
So let's make up and forget.

But
I'm sorry
I couldn't help myself
For letting this feeling of guilt away
It's in here, deep inside my heart
Could you please
forgive me?

I'll try my best
not to repeat
but to remember
as a good reminder..


***When you feel so bad***


Friday, November 6, 2009

Lagu baru!

Salam, hi all..

Baru lepas edit lagu kat blog nih! Sori kalu tak kene dgn taste visitors sekalian. Takpe, bleh je pause.huhu..

That's all! (^_^)/

Monday, November 2, 2009

The Veil

Assalamualaikum..
just wanna share a nice nasheed, The Veil by Dawud Wharnsby..

They say, "Oh, poor girl, you're so beautiful you know
It's a shame that you cover up your beauty so."
She just smiles and graciously responds reassuringly,
"This beauty that I have is just one simple part of me.
This body that I have, no stranger has the right to see.
These long clothes, this shawl I wear, ensure my modesty.
Faith is more essential than fashion, wouldn't you agree?

This hijab,
This mark of piety,
Is an act of faith, a symbol,
For all the world to see.
A simple cloth, to protect her dignity.
So lift the veil from your heart to see the heart of purity.

They tell her, "Girl, don't you know this is the West and you are free?
You don't need to be opressed, ashamed of your femininity."
She just shakes her head and she speaks so assuredly,

"See the bill-boards and the magazines that line the check-out isles, with their phony painted faces and their air-brushed smiles?
Well their sheer clothes and low cut gowns are really not for me.
You call it freedom, I call it anarchy."

This hijab,
This mark of piety,
Is an act of faith, a symbol,
For all the world to see.
A simple cloth, to protect her dignity.
So lift the veil from your heart to see the heart of purity.
Lift the veil from your heart and seek the heart of purity.

*Here's the link to listen to this*

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Esok sekolah!


v(^_^)/
yeay!
esok sekolah!
suke suke!
*ikhlaskan hatiku ya Allah*

Cuti seminggu (Reading Week, actualy)
Jalan2?
Homework?
Assignment?
Relax2?
Facebooking?
Blogging?
Reading?
Chatting?
Eating?
Sleeping?
Filing?
*huuhh..sila susun ikut anak tangga yg betul*

Ok kawan2
Esok dah masuk Week 8
eh, Week 9?
Ops..Week 10
Yes!
Week 10 daaa..
*fuh.fuh.bertenang*

Smile to the world
So that the world smile back at you
('',)
Be positive
Work smart!
*coz I know I'm not in the 'work hard' category*
except
yes, except
time emergency
*(example??)*

Ok.ok.
Be prepared 4 tomorrow's class!
ELTM
wow!
Best2!
(^_^)
*jangan hipokrit, anti betul*
InsyaAllah
I'll fall in true love
with u..
TESL.
hehehe..
(~_~')








BiLa HaTi iNi RiNdU

Salam 'alayk!

Di saat diriku ketandusan kata-kata
Kau datang menjelma membawa cahaya
Dikau membawa sinar untuk kuteruskan
kehidupan yang penuh dugaan & cabaran
Kasihmu mekar di hati
Tarbiah di bumi ini dengan keindahan pekerti
Seindah pelangi..
Indahnya Ukhuwwah
Tanpa terpalit rasa sifat mazmumah antara kita
Kerdipan cahaya akan ku kenang jasa
Kenangan bersama antara kita..

Macam pernah dgr kan?hehe..Buat muslimah Bumi Waqafan, insyaAllah, pasti merindu alunan lagu nih..Subhanallah..! Indah berseni, penuh makna.. (mesti yg tau lagu nih duk nyanyi2 dlm hati.hehe..)

Ukhuwwah yg indah, mekar di bumi tarbiyyah!

p/s: Bila hati merindu kenangan yang lalu..