Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Soal Hati



Tersebutlah sebuah kisah..

Setiap manusia mempunyai kisah silam. Ada pahit, ada manis. Ada yang rasa ingin diulang, ada yang sebolehnya diharap tidak berulang. Ada masa kita perlu membuat pilihan. Ada masa kita dengar dan taat. Dan biasanya kita membuat sesuatu keputusan, dengan bersebab..

SETIA dan PERCAYA.
Dua kata keramat yang maksudnya sgt mendalam. Dalam setia dan percaya terselit KEJUJURAN. Namun perasaan apabila kepercayaan diragui itu sangat pedih. Seperti sesuatu yang tidak dihargai, sedangkan percaya itu sangat mahal nilainya, pada pandanganku. Apa lagi yang lebih baik bagi suatu kepercayaan yang disia-siakan dan diragui, selain hapuskan terus kepercayaan yang tidak dihargai itu? Buat baik dibalas baik, macam tu juga percaya. Ianya sesuatu yang 'saling', takkan bermakna jika ianya hanya dari satu pihak..

Menjaga Hati.
Susah, bukan senang. Ada orang yang terlalu JUJUR, namun kadang tanpa sedar KEJUJURAN kadang boleh menyakitkan hati orang lain. Sungguh, ianya kerap berlaku tanpa SEDAR, dan biasanya sesuatu yang SPONTAN. Itu dari skop yang general.

Menjaga hati insan yang kita sayang. Juga susah. Kadang terpaksa menyimpan dalam hati, tidak mampu terluah, atas sebab mahu menjaga hati. Seksa. Tapi itu mungkin lebih baik.

Menjaga hati sendiri.
Ini laaaagi susah. kerana Dia maha membolak-balikkan hati..
Teringat entry yang pernah ditulis di Myspace Blog ku..pasal dinamiknya hati ciptaan Allah ini..

Lelaki dan Perempuan itu berbeza.
Sungguh. Ianya benar. Lelaki sinonim dengan ego, wanita sinonim dengan emo. Setakat mana kebenaran, it depends on individuals. In general (from my point of view), wanita kena faham ego lelaki, lelaki kena faham emo wanita.

Komunikasi berkesan.
Macam tajuk presentation masa belajar theme communication dulu.. Especially dalam interpersonal communication, di mana konflik sangat mudah berlaku. Masihbanyak yang perlu belajar pasal essential skills regarding that matter...

Kita hanya merancang.
Lepas ni kita akan ke sini. After that kita ke sana. Itu hanyalah perancangan makhluk. Yang menentukan sama ada jadi atau tidak, semua urusanNya. Itulah motivasi terbaik bagi insan yang ade iman (having faith in Allah). Tawakkal dan redha, indah.

Doa dan harapan.
Hanya disandarkan padaNya..Dengan ikhtiar selagi mampu..

Ye betul, Usah berhenti berharap. Jangan jemu berdoa.Namun, jangan kita lupa tinggalkan space untuk REDHA...

Ya Allah, permudahkanlah urusan kami...Ameen..

Wassalam..

p/s 1: Buat yang berada di benua Asia.
p/s 2:Entry menarik click here (Saya sudah bertunang)

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

POP Spring in Surrey



-The blooming daffodils in Surrey..-


Bismillah.
Salam.

Alhamdulillah, at last I got a chance to join POP (peace of Palestine) in the UK.. It's such a great event, organised by IluvIslam and MSM UK. Missing the chances to attend POP in Nottingham and Leeds, due to the time constraint, has become an inspiration for me to spend my first day of Easter Break in Surrey. Though it was only a half-day stay in the Uni, the benefits are worthwhile. The first slot begun with the Introduction of IluvIslam (ILI) by Bro Akmal Amri from Warwick was interesting. Not highlighting the ILI part primarily, yet the slot Antara Fateh dan Kamal. At the very young age of 21, Muhammad Al-Fateh had managed to become the conqueror of Constantinople (Istanbul). The speaker also touched on many changes Kamal Attarturk had done (after the end of the Khilafah) upon demolishing Islam or any Islamic elements in Turkey. It seems that I need to catch up on more readings about this. Oh, how little the knowledge that I have about history; specifically the Islamic History.. -_-".

The second slot by the Attache of Islamic Education, MSD UK was about Palestine. Peace of Palestine. But some people question, nothing peace left in Palestine since the war never ends. However, the promise is from Him, and the Messanger, saying that Palestine is blessed. As stated in the holy Quran:

QS, 21:71

"But We delivered him and (his nephew) Lut (and directed them) to the land which We have blessed for the nations"

QS, 21:81

"(It was Our power that made) the violent (unruly) wind flow (tamely) for Solomon, to his order, to the land which We had blessed: for We do know all things."

QS, 5:21

“O my people! Enter the holy land which Allah hath assigned unto you, and turn not back ignominiously, for then will ye be overthrown, to your own ruin.”

These are some verses that Ustaz has referred to, showing that Allah has blessed the land (Palestine). And His promise that Islam will some day rule the world. The end is in Allah's plan, but the responsibilities are ours. How much do we contribute in achieving the glory of Islam? -_-". O Allah, put us among the righteous who love Islam, practise the religion and work for Islam..Ameen.

The most interesting part of the second slot (from my point of view) is when Ustaz talked about the 8 Wise Principles of Ibn Khladun.Yes. This made me think.

1. The strength of the sovereign is not materialised except through the implementation of the Shariah.

2. The Shariah cannot be implemented except by the sovereign.

3. The sovereign cannot gain strength except through the people.

4. The people cannot be sustained except by wealth.

5. Wealth cannot be acquired except through development / al Imarah.

6. Development cannot be attained except through justice.

7. Justice is the criterion by which God will evaluate the mankind.

8. The sovereign is charged with responsibility of actualising justice.



Read and think.Interesting. For me. :-)

And last but not least...The DSLR workshop. I skipped that one, was a bit in a hurry to catch the train and bus back to London and Canterbury..All in all, POP @ Surrey was great! d^^b

That's all for now..

Wslm wbt.

p/s: Yesterday, I was very happy ..

Hope everything goes well.. ^^

Friday, March 26, 2010

Jumaat yang Indah

Bismillah.
Salam.

Alhamdulillah, setinggi2 syukur dan terima kasih hanya buat Allah.. Urusan hari ni berjalan lancar dengan izinNya. Thank You Allah. Nikmat sungguh bila cuti jatuh hari Jumaat.. Rasa macam duk kt kg.. *kat Ganu weekend: Jumaat n Sabtu*. Hari ni cuaca cantik.Indah.Tak sejuk sgt.Tak panas sht.Quite windy.and Sunny.Just nice. Happy ^^

Semangat punya semangat *tambah hati tenang dan gumbira*, hari ni dah siap2 masukkan sket brg dlm luggage untuk balik nnti. *Awalnye.huhu* Ni kes sebab bilik semak dgn barang2 tu, senang masuk luggage terus.. Huh..Gotong royong separuh hari. Alhamdulillah..

Hari ni rasa macam suasana duk kt kg..yelah, biasanya Jumaat la sume ahli keluarga berkumpul *yg mana dekat*. N Jumaat jugak la jd hari gotong royong.*especially Ayah*. Td tengok luggage, dgn tag flight yg masih terlekat..huhh..sabar je..*mengimbau kenangan 13 Sep*


Sedar tak sedar dah nak berlalu Term 2.. Cuti sebulan, tuptup satgi dah abis term..Cepatnyeee.. Alhamdulillah setakat ni studies masih Ok.n harap berterusan ok dan bertambah baik.Ameen.

hari ni *dan esok* ramai plak kwn2 yang nak tinggalkan Parham Road ni..Sume on vacation..huhu..Ade yg p New Castle n kwsn atas2..Ada yg jelajah Norway, Sweden, Denmark..Ade yg g Amsterdam tengok bunga.. Kami je yg stay kat rumah lagi.. Menunggu program Spring Gathering bermula.. InshaAllah..n td duk bincang2 nk g Ireland. Kalau jadi, InshaAllah smpai lah. *Takleh jadi org len sume jalan2..hehe* :-)

Gmbar biasa tapi significant ;)

-Luggage mase fly.. Paper bag ni significant..Sebab masa masuk dlm plane n duduk, ade Stewardess datang, saying " Siapa Faizatul? " .."Saya" . "Ada orang bagi Chocolate.." ^^ Dapat satu beg penuh *tak pasal2 bertambah barang kt tangan nk kena bwk..huhu*. Ferrero Rocher terakhir dr Malaysia^^

-Memory-


-KAMI..Gambar cohort. +-6 tahun bersama, jika panjang umur. InshaAllah.-

Wslm..

p/s: Esok g POP Surrey..bertolak awal2 pagi..Semoga Allah permudahkan..Ameen..

Gambar Khas Buatmu Aisya n Sabrina

Bismillah.
Salam.

Hai Aisya and Anis@Sabr :)
Ni gmbar2 lama, nostalgia.hehe. Gmbar first week sampai cni. Macam ni la lebih kurang rupa 'hotel' ema. Harap2 Aisya and Sabr ade rezeki datang cni. Dah janji, makan (kat hotel) n penginapan free..hehehe..

-My bedroom. Boleh kita pillow talk kt cni nnti ^^ -

-Rumah kami, terrace, dari depan-

-Belakang rumah, rumah jiran2 tu..slalu nmpak makcik n pakcik berkebun kt belakang tu..ehhe. Sekarang dah masuk spring..bunga2 makcik n pakcik tu dah ada yg kembang..roses biasanya..-

-Ni belakang rumah kami..ampaian-

-Kami 6 beradik makan kat cni :). N inilah tempat mesyuarat rumah kami -

-macam2 ada dlm tu..ehhe.. tapi kejap je abis, adik beraik ramai..hehe-

-masih kosong sebab gambar diambil hari pertama smpai cni ;)

-Ni tempat latihan memasak kami ;)
-2 set dapur, cukup utk Aisya 1, Anis 1.. *Bakal jadi tempat buli Aisya n Anis kalau dtg nnti ;)

Ok, that's all. Tak best sgt pun, gmbar2 biasa je..huhu..nak best, datang tengok sendiri.. *promote*

Ok, miss both of You. Moga jumpa lagi. :)
Luv You.

Wslm.


Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Latest ^^

Bismillah.
Salam.

Alhamdulillah..Dah selamat anta esaimen..Sekarang mampu doa n tawakkal pula..Hope ada peningkatan, ameen..

Tadi sambil2 tunggu kwn2 untuk hantar esaimen, kat Student Union..sempat layan FB.. Buka page kawan a.long..tengok profil pic..skali pandang, tak perasan..ade gambar baby comel dengan papanya..comelnye...dua kali pandang..Ya Allah!!!!! Ini anak buah ku tersayang...Maasha Allah..Sungguh rasa nk nangis..sebab dah lama tak tengok..tengok pun gambar yg lama..Now dah besar n pandai jalan..Terus anta message kt a.long...uwaa...*a.long takdop ayat lain doh, mesti cakap " sabar... nnti balik ciksu boleh main ngn sofea..hehe* suka. InshaAllah...Ha ni dia gmbar ihsan dr page kawan a.long tu..


-Rindu!-

p/s 1: Alhamdulillah baby Adawiyah dah selamat di sisi ibu nya.. Baby yang takut air..hehe..^^

p/s 2: Yosh! Satuuu je lagi tinggal: presentation esok..moga Allah permudah n harap2 dpt markah tggi.. :))

hehe..

Wslm..

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Musim asaimen lagi

Bismillah.
Salam.

Adus.nk ngarot ape lagi nih? tetibe headache.huuu.. hope everything's fine n dapat siapkan sket lagi ni. nak cukupkan 1500 words. (sket je lagi..sedapkan hati.)

Tadi ade education conference. Ada part best. Ada part boring.Siap boleh ber FB mse pakcik tu bentang.. heee.. sorry. Bngga dengan housemate/coursemate yg terpilih utk present.. Chaiyok ah Weda..and Amm.. Well Done!

Tadi gak dpt result presentation Understanding Learners and Learning .. Alhamdulillah ^^. Itulah markah paling highest setakat ni, dlm bnyk2 assignment kt cni..capai target,,hee.. Alhamdulillah, takpelah, naik sket2 n slow2.. huhu...markah*rahsia*

Doakan ye kwn2 n pengunjung sekalian..Skeeettt je lagi nih, Yosh!! *sakit pale..wuu*
Cian lagi Ira... tak bpe sihat, batuk2..emm..hope she'll get better soon..

Yosh!
Sambung2.

Wslm wbt..

p/s: esok anta. lusa present.tup tup. cuti easter. tak sabar...........

Quick, a passer-by is about to pass by

Bismillah.
Salam.

Haish.lines dlm drama masih terngiang2 kt telinga. besar jugak impact ni.. betullah, repetition enhances our memory.. Tajuk entry: One of the lines in "You, Me and Mrs. Jones". Antara line yg best :)

Pagi ni alhamdulillah, bangun dengan tenang *though essay masih berbaki beribu words*
Alhamdulillah, kelas start lambat, boleh enjoy kejap. *I mean, takde la rushing nak g kelas, boleh jeling2 esaimen sket, SKET je la. hee..*
Hari ni kena kurung kat Lib until petang.. Ade educationconference *pebende ntah*
Hope dapat siapkan essay dgn tenang. *gelabah*
Alhamdulillah dapat berita gembira dr tanah air *wink2. Tahniah d^^b *

Tak sabar nak tarik nafas legaaaa..And nak rejuvenate *satu bulan* wow! Hope dapat gunakan masa cuti sepenuhnya n siapkan tasks , part mana yang patut before skola start balik..*azam tu*

Em..td layan nursery rhymes..n now tengah ulang2 dengar satu lagu ni..Bermakna.. *KEMBARA ILMU*
Bile dengar je, akan terbayang 603 IPBA, Zoo Negara and peristiwa sekitar time tu... *my personal life*

Daa~*bebel*
Wslm..

Sunday, March 21, 2010

Doaku

Bismillah.
Salam.


istimewa.

Thursday, March 18, 2010

Baby Baby Baby


~Baby says "Assalamualaikum.." ^^

Bismillah.
Salam.

Have just had a looonggg chat with my Mum. Alhamdulillah, I could hear that Mum's is happy today..She's got a lot of stories shared with me..Alhamdulillah, all are good news or 'busyro' in Arabic..except for one news abt my lovely cousin yg accident kecil..hu. Nasib baik takde pape..n Alhamdulillah baby Adawiyah is getting better. Mum said, another fact abt the newborn is she looks like me when I was a baby.. Bulat..hehehhe.. Baby Adawiyah 3.52 kg and me, quite shocking: 4.1 kg. Don't play2. Bukan senang nk kuar dulu ni, sbb besar sgt kot..hik hik..Tp Alhamdulilah skrg maintain 46 kg :). Hope Baby Adawiyah can get home cepat2.. Cian,jauh dr Mak dia..n nak kene anta susu ibu ke HUSM tu bukan dekat..From Jerteh to Kubang Kerian, KB, agak jauh. InshaAllah everything will be fine, Ameen..

Fawwaz pulak dah makin bijak..pandai bercakap..Setahun setengah dah, mse tggal belum pun umur setahun..wuu..Sama macam Darwisy, sgt bijak..suka baca buku n minat huruf "K" and "Q". Guess why? Sebab kat huruf K ade gmbar KASUT n Q ade gambar QARI. Darwisy nk jd Qari ya? Ameen.. N sgt suka kasut2 n selipar n bola..huhh..nmpaknya kene beli kasut la utk Drwisy n Fawwaz..hehe..Tunggu yeeee anak2 buahku sekalian. :) Berita ttg Sofea mngikut laporan Along, makin bijak n bnyak cakap bhasa dia..hahaa.. takleh byg si kecik tu cmne..dgn rambut yg tak berapa nk tumbuh, umur dah setahun sebulan.. :) Ajim: Manja manja n manja. Walaupun dah ade adik baru..hisshh..hehe...

Mum always manages to console me..she said July is coming very soon, though I think lmbt lagi :(

"Sabar syg..Tdo2, dah lewat.."

Yeah, semoga dpt tdo dgn tenang..:)

Layan gmbar before tdo :)


~Gmbar Ajim sehari before fly. Baru bgn tdo..~

~Latest pic of Darwisy~

~Latest pic of Fawwaz~

~Sofea yg takde rmbut..heee.. Jul/Aug 2009~

~My 'twin' cousin~

p/s 1: Just another bedtime bebel~
p/s 2: Geram tgk anak2 mat salleh yg comel2..Nak baby! ;)
p/s 3: The pic on the very top--> Credits to Nujum Pak Google~


Wslm~

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

POP!

Bismillah.
Salam.

Jom join Peace of Palestine!

Kwn2 Canterbury, nak ajak yg this week, agak impossible, even Antonia said "It's a week full of pressure I heard.." Jadi...jom kita p Surrey nak?It's during the beginning of Easter Break: 28 March 2010. ^^



  • Antara Fateh dan Kamal. (Em, menarik!)
  • PeaceOfPalestine. (Nak tau kena join dulu..huu..)
  • DSLR, bukan sekadar foto. (wow! sape ade DSLR, bawa DSLR, sape yg takde DSLR ~saya la tu~ boleh je join..mana tau ade rezeki, kita beli yg lebih canggih dr DSLR..hehehe)

Log on to http://peaceofpalestine.com/ for further information.

Untuk daftar POP @ Surrey, click here.

Cepat2, sebelum pendaftaran ditutup..
Jomlaaaaa kwn2... ^^

~Ni masa singgah sebentar kat Surrey hari tu..Cantik..Ade tasik besar and itik2.. ;) ~


Beautiful words!


"Every print on every finger of each human on the earth

is different from each other finger print since the start of time

Nadia speaks with her hands not a sound comes from her lips,

Abdullah doesn't use his eyes, reads with his finger tips."


Beautiful lyrics, from "The Everything Song" by Dawud Wharnsby Ali..

Let's listen to this..Don't forget to pause the background song..




Maasha Allah!
Listen more! ^^. He's one of the best singers (I think) :)

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

This is what He has planned


Bismillah.
Salam.

Just sharing a thought that has just come across my mind, nor once, neither twice, but even more. I am suffering from a critical sickness which everybody (around me) knows. No medicine to heal, no doctor to treat. Yeah, it's unbearable but Alhamdulillah I still survive till now. Homesickness is the most crucial emotional effect when one is living far away from the beloveds. The same happens to me that I always think why should I be tested this way? Astaghfirullah. I think my family's love and care is never enough for me that I need and I will need that forever in my life. Yet being apart doesn't mean I don't get this family love&care, it's just I could say, will never be the same as one whom family members are with him/her. What I can do now is to remain patient, keep consoling myself and pray hard that I manage to fulfil my responsibilities as a daughter and sister as perfect as myself could do, InshaAllah.

Living with friends of the same age teaches me what life as a teenager is all about. I admit that I have so far learnt a lot about things I have never come across before. I bet my life would never be the same as today if I were to be living with my family all the time. There are things in life that we tend to share with friends more openly as compared to sharing with Mum, or Dad. Yeah, all I could say is I have learnt a lot about how I bring myself up, how to regard friends, how to survive without family members being on my side and about how to make and feel my friends as if they are my siblings. Oh it seems hard but it is indeed sweet. I start to learn to appreciate people around me more, regardless of the non-blood relationship. I could still remember that Ummi (my fren's mum when I was in Islamic College) once said, "Do always pray to Allah that He puts you among the righteous and the righteous be with you." Alhamdulillah, thanks Ummi for that precious du'a (prayer).

Owh I am now start thinking of my Mum. She used to say, "25 is an ideal age for you Dear. I was 24 when it was my time." Oh Mum started talking about the ideal age for me to live a life with someone, a stranger, an outsider, not from my family members. Yes, I guess by 25 I am ready for that. If Allah says YES, it is surely be a YES for me. No one knows except Him. But, the matter here is that again, I have to sacrifice the feelings of being owned by a mother despite the fact that I spend insufficient time with my beloveds. Aku belum puas. Since I was 16 until now (21), I have to bear the unique, mysterious sickness: homesickness. Nonetheless, I strongly believe in what people say that everything happens for a reason and absence makes the heart grow fonder. It's clearly evident! Being apart makes my love towards my only lil brother become stronger :) More magic, I could feel that love towards my family grows day by day though the agony is hard and inevitable. Alhamdulillah, 'ala kulli haal..




What am I babbling about? Huhh. A deep sigh can sometimes tell a lot. a lot.
Just another piece of words to sooth myself.
Yosh! sambung bekerja :)

Wassalam wbt @>;~~~

p/s: esok kene tunjuk lesson plan for our next micro teaching. May Allah ease, Ameen.


What a super lovely day..

Bismillah.
Salam.

The sun is shining very brightly outside the window of my room, supplying some heat which I miss really much.. What a lovely day, despite the feelings of nervousness, anxiety and uneasiness of waiting for my turn to present, I feel well rewarded with this bright sunny day...Having a Malaysian-like bathing makes me feel even happier.. Alhamdulillah, 3 are down, 4 more to go.. Thank You Allah, that I have done presentation, regardless of whatever results I will get soon..huu..Hopefully everything's fine, or else I need to struggle even more for this coming examinaton as a back-up for this ULL subject..May Allah ease, ameen..

Having my shirt hand-washed this afternoon reminds me about my previous life in IPBA. Owh how I miss that precious moments, living in an apartment with other 11 or 12 friends of mine which helps me to find my self identity. Owh how I enjoy this life so far, Ahamdulillah. Great families and great friends alhamdulilah. ;)

I have to say Good Bye here since I have some work to be settled by today.. As usual, my room will eventually turn to a 'kapal pecah' every time the day of task submission comes.. Tidying up my small tiny cubic world can sometimes be enjoyable though. *be positive, enjoy every single thing u do, that's how we release stress.Yet I hardly manage to do so.huhu*

Till then.
Wassalam :)

p/s: Semoga Allah tentukan yang terbaik buat Baby comel Adawiyah. Allah knows. :)

Monday, March 15, 2010

I read, I think

Bismillah.
Salam.

Just a quick drop by.

I have just come across one blog where I found 'something' meaningful. It does make me think. I'm sorry I just could not help myself to concentrate and focus on the presentation which is planned to happen tomorrow. I'd rather keep on doing things I like to do at this moment. Words just can't explain how and what I feel now; a very strange feeling. It's sort of a symptom of stress, I guess, but much more to be concerned; I'm losing my point of concentration and priorities. huu.. Back to the blog I hv said just now, I could feel 'something' absorbed from the writings. Yes, so far I only found a few whose the writings are effective, full of feelings and thoughts, and a bit touching. It's as if I were in that 'world' of what they're telling about. How strange it is. But, possible, of course.

I'll try.
I'll try to make people enjoy when reading my blog, just like I enjoy reading some of others'.
But.. I wonder how much will people do..huhu..

- Losing focus -
Yoshhh...calling Mama for a quick chat, just to get myself motivated doing my work..huhh..But it's now sleeping time in Malaysia..:( It's hard studying abroad, cos the different longitudes make you feel even farther...*8-hour difference*


Berita dan Cerita

Bismillah.
Salam.

May Allah ease. Esok ade presentation. Doakan saya ye kawan2.. ;))
50% ni..wuu..walaupun time allocated hanya 5 mins..

Tadi borak dengan Mamaku tersayang..Kiriman dah smpai..happynya hati seorang ibu.. Rasa tak layak untukku terima ucapan terima kasih drp seorang ibu kerana kutahu ucapan terima kasihku buatnya belum lagi cukup untuk menyatakan rasa syukur aku memilikinya sebagai IBU..

Setiap adalah hari ibu :)

Saat Mama bercerita:

"Adawiyah masih kt hospital...Ada persamaan la baby Adawiyah dgn Ema masa kecik.."

Apa Ma?

"Baby mata sepet...Ema masa lahir mata sepet..
N baby juga lemas masa lahir...Sama mcm Ema.."

Alhamdulillah..Aku masih dipanjangkan umur hingga ke hari ini..Walaupun ku lahir tnpa tangisan (sebab lemas), n muka biru takleh bernafas..(sampai ibuku terkejut, apasal anakku gelap sgt nih? hik hik.. ) Selepas menjalani satu 'proses' (yg mana boleh dkategorikan agak kejam n kasar), maka suaraku kedengaran..Alhamdulillah..segalanya selamat..

Semoga Nur Adawiyah cepat2 sihat n dapat balik rumah...I wish I were there to see you..touch you..n kiss you, lil girl.. Adawiyah anak solehah inshaAllah :)

Berita dr kg: Sedih.. newborn baby masih di HUSM, kene duk dlm inkubator lagi..Jaundice, plus masih lemah..kesan dr lemas masa lahir..n tadi dah kene amek air tulang belakang, takut ade jangkitan yg lebih teruk..Result lagi sminggu plg awal..kesiannya..kesian sgt2...baby yg kecil baru berumur 6 hari, dah kene rasa sakit yg macam tu..Semoga Nur Adawiyah cepat2 sembuh n kuar hospital..Kakak2 n abang2 n aunti2 n uncle2 sume tak sbr nk tengok wajah comel Adawiyah..Ya Allah, engkau Penyembuh segala penyakit, sembuhkanlah! Ameen.. T_T

Yosh...sambung kerja..Semoga Allah tenangkan hati ni untuk berdepan dgn manusia2 esok.. Ameen.. :)

Pics of the day :)


Bismillah.
Salam..
Just sharing some nice pics of the day..
Daripada tangan yg tak berbakat pegang camera..main tekan je..nih kene join POP's DSLR nmpaknye! ;)


Ni gmbar on the way balik from London to Canterbury..
Bila naik train, baru nmpak, Kent ni cantik jugak..Subhanallah..banyak ladang2..biri2, kuda, ayam, itik, swan..macam2 jumpa td :)






-ni itik import, bukan dr Canterbury tp somewhere here :)

Semangat!


Sabarlah wahai saudaraku
Tuk menggapai cita
Jalan yang kau tempuh sangat panjang
Tak sekedar bongkah batu karang

Yakinlah wahai saudaraku
Kemenangan kan menjelang
Walau tak kita hadapi masanya
Tetaplah al-Haq pasti menang

Tanam di hati benih iman sejati
Berpadu dengan jiwa Rabbani
Tempa jasadmu jadi pahlawan sejati
Tuk tegakkan kalimat Ilahi

Pancang tekadmu jangan mudah mengeluh
Pastikan azzam-mu smakin meninggi
Kejayaan Islam bukanlah sekedar mimpi
Namun janji Allah yang Haq dan pasti..!

By: Izzatul Islam

Friday, March 12, 2010

Update: This morning onwards

Bismillah.
Salam.

Today: Creative Drama full rehearsal..Aku bukan dilahirkan sebagai seorang pelakon di pentas dunia..Macam2 cabaran and demands..The first day we were lectured abt this, lec dah tnya, "Girls, can u take out ur scarf for drama?"huhu..maafkan dia, dia tak tahu. Alhamdulillah dia tidak memaksa after we replied, NO. We need to wear this all the time. Tp itulah..Trying hard though at first I hardly tried..Walaupun aku tahu lakonanku tidak semantap kawan2 yg len..aku try..sekadar memenuhi tanggungjawab..Nasibla, semua wajib pegang at least stu watak..nasib baik dapat watak minor je, yet I got 2 of them..Jadi gengster pun gengster la..huhuhu..Lawak in a way, but bnyk hikmah terselit..Takdelah kene hafal bnyk lines n berlakon in every single scene! Allah Maha tahu!!! :)

Today juga: Kene tunjuk outline portfolio...uwaa..baru anta LAW portfolio hri Rabu..dtg lagi satu..biasalah, adat belajar, semua orang pun rasa kan?

Today juga: Hari last LS class!! Yeah, after this, for this term, boleh balik awal hari JUmaat..Suatu nikmat tu..InshaAllah hidup lebih mudah n dpt rehat lebih sket..

Today after class: Chow chin chau.. Jalan2 Menimba Ilmu-NYa smbil semai ukhuwwah... Yeah! Moga Allah permudahkan..Ameen...ByeBye Canterbury..

This Saturday: Ade talk kat CCCU...So sorry for could not make it..mungkin silap susun jadual..tak dapat join pgram kt tempat sendiri..Thanks to the Organiser..Harap2 semuanya berjalan lancar n ramai yg hadir..Subhanallah, berada dalam majlis itu ibarat berada dalam Tmn2 Syurga, yg belum pasti jd milik kita.... :)

Ok..Siap2 ke kelas yok!

p/s: Rehearsal: Hari ni kene pakai serba hitam..nmpak evil sket..huhu.

Thursday, March 11, 2010

tOdAy

Bismillah.
Salam.

Today
I'm happy because of 2 reasons:
~got a news from my family---> I've got a new cousin, baby girl. Alhamdulillah!
~Graham let us go early today! ^^

But..
Suddenly I feel sooo messy.
A messy messy day.
Huhh..

Astaghfirullah.
"Dont think and worry tooooo much abt uncertain things in life," I said.
Live today to the fullest, try the best for tomorrows and keep praying!
Yeah!

~Blog makin jd tak berisi. Sekadar tempat luah perasaan!

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Warkah Rindu Buatmu


Heroes in my life..One is you! :)






Along...I miss You soooo much!
You're such a very loving and caring brother..
and
You are being beyond good to me..
I love you soooo much..
With love,
Emma, Canterbury..

~Sofea completes your life~

p/s: Tiap kali dapat mesej from along, mesti rasa campur2..happy, terharu n sedih..ayat best sgt.. T_T


Alhamdulillah.. phew!


Bismillah.
Salam.

Sedikit lega.

MICROTEACHING 1: 8 Mac

LAW: 10 Mac

Done!
More to go..Yeah!

Allahu yassir..Ameen..


Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Rehat minda


Just got back from class..
Dear Assignments, I'll see u later ok.
Got couples of hundred more to go..
Tired.Exhausted.and like always I do..feel like vomeeeetttiinngg..*eja pun dah slh*
Nervous.


But I mmmust:
Console my heart..
Think positive..
Keep trying..
and never...
Stop believing..!
Yeah!


p/s: Rehat2~

Monday, March 8, 2010

Alhamdulillah syukur..Bismillah, mulakan kembali..


~Oh soo cute!~
~Singgah kejap je..~

~Alhamdulillah. One is down. More to go.~

*May Allah ease.Ameen..*

Wslm..wbt..

p/s: dating with beloved asgmnt, listening to http://www.nasyid.fm/index.live
Haish..susah betul nak fokus..(-_-")

The journey continues....



Bismillah..
Salam..

Today..
I have micro-teaching..May Allah ease..Ameen..

رَبِّ اشْرَحْ لِي صَدْرِي وَيَسِّرْ لِي أَمْرِي وَاحْلُلْ عُقْدَةً مِنْ لِسَانِي يَفْقَهُوا قَوْلِي

Rabb-ishrah ii sadri, wa yassir li 'amri, Wah-lul 'uqdatam-mil-li-saani, Yaf-qahuu qawlii

O my Lord! Expand me my breast; Ease my task for me; And remove the impediment from my speech, so they may understand what I say. [Surah Ta-Ha; 20:25-28]

p/s: Getting used to blood..though it's hard.. huhh.. (-_-")


Saturday, March 6, 2010

The reasons why....

Bismillah.
Salam.

The reasons why I re-activate my FB:

(1) My sis asked to do so. Latest pics of my nephews were uploaded the time I deactivated my acc.
(2) Aunty Azmah request..sakit jantung katanya bila ema hilang..hehehe
(3) I was lagged behind. hihihi. Some cohort's news are updated via FB.Especially abt drama thingy. 19 March: staging.
(4) Ramai kwn2 yang request..huhu. *rindu diorang*
(5) Coz I want to.

But....
konflik dalaman berlaku.. Reactivate, be updated, then, deactivate balik..huhh..

Tak tetap hati.Mungkir janji? Layan~
Daa~

p/s: Yosh! Multi-tasking!!! ^^

From Autumn..to Winter..N now I guess it's Spring!


Bismillah.
Salam.

Autumn.
Cud still remember: "It's autumn!"
Monolog dalaman yg terkeluar time lec tgh ngajar kt depan. ;)
"Yes, Emma, it's autumn!"
Nasib baik dilayan~
Jatuh hati dgn autumn.
Tak sesejuk winter, just nice, but sometimes it could be terrible for a Malaysian like me.huhu

Winter.
"It's snowing!"
Then I fell in love with snow.
Putih.Suci.Cantik.

Spring!!!!
Gila bunga.
Teruja tgk first buds of snowdrops and crucos!
"Hey look! These flowers look like bending bells!" (Didnt know the exact name yet, which is 'snowdrop')
Without realising that I was blocking the way: A man was coming. and he smiled, saying.."Yes.."
Nasib baik lagi. dilayan~
Teruja lagi tgk flowers after winter yg mematikan bunga2..


~Snowdrops~
First tengok: Jalan kuar Uni to town.

~Crucos~
First tengok: Kat laman someone's house, otw back from Uni.

~Daffodils~

~Tulips~
First tengok: Midvalley, KL.
Now: Kat ASDA ;)

Tulips symbolise imagination, dreaminess, perfect lover, and a declaration of love. (theflowerexpert.com)

Subhanallah! God is great! Welcoming yellowish leaves in autumn during Freshers' week...Fantastic, pure, white snow in winter...Charming, lovely flowers in spring..and...

amazing, great holidays in Malaysia during summer! hehehe.. (Hmm..InshaAllah. Moga Allah permudahkan.Ameen..)


Teringin...
sangat2...
nak tengok..
Sakura blooming..
;)